argh!!!
written assignment still havent touch.

today is good Friday. i cant understand why msian chinese sch students still need to go to sch when malays sch student don't.
funny right.
as a result, woke up at 6.50am today, sent off my youngest sis to sch, then we are off to buy fish.
my parents buy fish at fish market near the sea. below are some pictures i took around that area.

these are the fisherman boat.





calm sea clean sky cool breezes.

the weather is humid here in msia. yesterday, it rained heavily for whole day, and because of that, the sun is not so scotching today.
went to a tiny-mini farm next to a temple near my house, and dug some tarpioca haha, quite fun.


my mum is going to make some delicious tarpioca cake with that later on=p

together with my parents, we visited the vege-farm. my mum always buy vege at this place. =)



nice scenery at this place, it would be nice if i hav a farm...



they are still so tiny now... in 2weeks time, they will be served as hot fried 'kang kong' on our dinning tables...



this little kitty followed me wherever i go when i was in the farm.she likes my legs a lot...zz >.< so scared that i would accidentally step on it... she was cute, if i don't already hav a cat at home, i would take her as another pet. =)



taken this pic just outside a temple near my house. it was still earliy in the morning.



typical m'sia streets.


somehow i find that the life here is simpler... and more relaxing.

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interview did turn out to be a successful one.
but my mum jus wont allow me to take dat job....>.<
she said the working hours are too late for me,as a gal,to take...
haiz... watever..
7pm to 10+pm.... reach home will be around 12... dat's the reason.
as a result, i'll be following my mum back to msia to spend some of my holidays.
and oso for me to take a gd rest.
so tired lately.

i wont go back for too long...
cos leaving my second sis alone here in sg isn't very nice.

having an interview tmr, hope everythings will turn out to be jus fine.
looking for a job is so hard...zz
cant understand why short-term emplyees are not welcomed. >.<
anyway, i'm looking forward to tmr.
however, i m not sure whether they want ppl who can work for at most 1mth...

so many things are happening around me lately, having a hard time to cope with, and feeling a bit tired.
emotionally tired. =_=

written assignment is such a pain.
somehow regreted to take up dat "CHEMISTRY" which the lecturer claimed to be the lecture equivalent to 1st yr of universuty.
zz... the lectures are too hard, understanding wat the lecturer is saying is an even harder task.

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looking for a job~

is a bliss to be able to sleep until noon..=)

yesterday my sis asked me a strange question: is capricorn ppl get sorethroat easily?
i was like =.= -_-.... zz
hm... i really went to think abt her lame qns... i got sorethroat quite often, my frien who is a capricorn is having sorethroat now... anyway, i dun think sorethroat got to do wif dis.
my sis and i always hav some strange conversation going on...b4 we drifted off to meet lao zhou.
we like to talk nonsense most of the time.


my tarot says: King of Pentacles

gd things come not from talking but taking actions.

=)) there is a much more deeper meaning in dis.
u brightened my day~

life cant be a bed of roses, even if it is, not to forget dat roses hav thorns, many thorns. (i wonder how many thorns r there in a bed of roses)
therefore, u can always expect ups and downs monthly,weekly or even daily.

有时候，会觉得生活平淡无味甚至没意思，身边的人也不了解自己，一个人活得有点累，就连抬头看到的天空也是灰色的。
然后，因为身边的人们的不谅解，渐渐的开始把自己隔离开来，慢慢的在不自觉的情况下封锁了自己。在周围建了一堵无形的墙，连自己都不清楚墙又多高,有多厚，有多大的范围。
躲在围墙里，期待着有一天会有人能明白自己。时间久了越等越心灰意懒，内心的压抑得不到释放，唯有让眼泪一遍又一遍地濡湿了脸颊。
更难受的是，在别人的面前还必须强颜欢笑，掩饰自己心里的伤痕却在角落里独自舔伤。这个时候，眼角里的漠然，正吞噬着世界一切的美好，再美好的景物也会被那日渐成长的漠然扭曲成一片凄凉。
就因为自己的不幸，开始了怨天尤人的游戏，妒嫉别人获得的被认同，而同情自己的被遗忘。
内心的难受已依法不可收拾。当泪水掉落的声音只有自己听到的时候是何等的孤寂。
以上我有切肤的感受，曾几何时it filled my diary...

后来，时间让我领悟。身边的人不曾了解自己，而自己本身有尝试过去了解身边的人吗？
当抱怨着不被体谅的同时有没有想象过自己需要的是怎么样的体恤。
我发觉，只有自己才能明白自己想要什么，要别人当自己的蛔虫不是太强人所难了。
对了，在建围墙的时候是否忘记建一扇门？把自己隔离开来却没把藏钥匙的地方让别人知道，没给别人线索去开那扇门，等多久都将一无所获。
当躲在围墙里拒人于千里之外时，难过的不仅是自己，痛入心扉的何尝不是把自己拉拔长大的至亲。他们没说，没有显示，也没有表示，可我相信，他们掩饰情感的功夫比我们更出神入化，独自舔着无法想象的巨大伤口。而孩子的不体谅，也往往在那伤口上洒上了盐。回想起来，以前的我太让父母担心了。
每个人都有自己的烦恼，所以有时候忽略了一些事清、甚至忽略了孩子，这时候身为孩子该做的不应该是抱怨他们，而是给父母适当的提醒。
一些事情发生了并不能马上就解决了。受过时间的洗礼，将能更全面地看到问题的症结。
其实，有时候让人捉摸不透，也是一种生活乐趣。

而我，也用了一年的时间。

ignorant is bliss... so is being simpler... atleast try to be.