i m feeling quite unhappy lately, couldn’t find a person who is willing to lend me his/her ears… i jus feel insecure, insecure of whatever I m doing, insecure of wat will tmr be…
sometimes i refuse to show my true feelings in front of others, i believe dat dis will only make things worse. maybe dat’s y they all told me dat i m difficult to handle, really?

oh well, wat i wanna say now is, dun act to be understood me when u r not. i already tired of all these. i nid real understanding, not others, ok? they jus dun seems to noe all these, wat can i say…… i hav dis miserable feeling…*sigh

and the other thing is, a person shouldn’t throw temper on other ppl(which is me) jus bcos the person is unhappy rite? dun they noe dat it hurts? y cant they jus understand dis simple thing? wat do they gain by hurting others like dat, will their anger jus go away after they did so? argh……………………..

i try hard to hypnotize myself dat everything will turn out to be fine, does it work? well, i dunnoe how to answer dat. will tmr be better?