jus 2 posts back, i was waiting happily to go back to my hometown. and now, i m starting school already. dis shows how time flies.

my mum went back yesterday, i promised myself dat i would be strong, but couldn't make it. i bit my lips real hard, until now i still feel the swolleness.

every dis time, i will miss my parents and home more than ever, i cant even talk to them in phone properly in order to hide my distorted voice. i cant even smile.

i felt miserable.

and i m trying to isolate myself from the crowd. i need some time to adjust. some time will do.

i realised dat to smile while u dont wish to is the hardest thing to do ever.