thx nicole and cl for being the 1st and 2nd ppl to wish a a happy birthday^^
19th BD~
getting older and older...
chritsmas tmr. i love chritsmas...

thx for ur 'present'~ =p

it's a complicated feeling when u really wan to help someone but u cant...=(
no choice but to step back and watch, cheer for the person quietly in heart.

all those having tests, wish u all the BEST~

*yawn
tired....zzz
=)
i still rmb when u said i remind u of dat song...

my cousin jus gav birth to a baby boy today, the baby is so small yet so cute =)
went to hospital jus now, my cousin is really pale after giving birth, her pain lasted for more than 24hrs b4 the baby coming out...>.<
due to the pain, my cousin was having a slight fever during her birth... lucky the doc said dat the fever doesnt matter much...
the feeling is strange, seeing my cousin wif her newborn, is like, suddenly a whole new individual pop out out of nowhere.... i cant explain the feeling, but it jus feel strange to me.. hha
my cousin's husband seems so excited, he keeps telling us dat his baby is very cute^^ and keeps mentioning dat how tough the birth is to my cousin, from these, i noe he really dotes his wife.
glad dat all r well for them, their family is complete wif the newborn. =)

....
i jus sent my hamster back to his home b4 i m writing dis.. he escape from his cage and run all the way to my room to visit me. haha, lucky dat i saw him, if not i'll be frantically searching for him the next day. naughty hamster... maybe he jus miss me too much aha =P.

studying for common test... which is next week.
cell bio is really a lot to cover, and the things jus couldnt get into my mind.
i m jus finish reading through the notes given, but reading through wont help me to memorise...
lots of things r happening nowadays, i afraid dat i wont be able to cope...
proteins, lipids, carbohydrates, DNA, RNA, carbonyl, hydroxyl, carboxyl, hydrocarbons etc etc u all driving me crazy!!!

at least u r there. r u referring to me?

IT test was a disaster!!! if answers were not provided by my friend's bro, i think i would hav failed very badly.
some egs:
eg1. Henry Tan bought a notebook in NP for his coursework at LSCT. The computer is one with standard specifications - 1.87GHz Intel Core 2 Duo CPU, 120GB IDE disk drive and 2GB RAM. Apart from his school works, Henry regularly get online to play games and download files. Occasionally he would delete some unwanted files. After 3 months, Henry noticed that the notebook seem to be slow especially when he launches large application like Adobe Photoshop. What can Henry do to improve the notebook performance if he has no intention in upgrading any hardware?
eg2.
You are about to install a second IDE hard drive in a PC that has only one IDE adapter. Your first hard drive will remain as the boot drive. How should the second drive configure so that your system recognized all the drives?

and there r many more....
we dun even noe wats the terms mean.
dis is supposedly a test, but everyone share ans... haha lucky
BMS students r a group of IT idiots though......

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i was so frustrated on the mrt when i was after sch today... >(
the mrt was quite crowded, and i founda seat at the JE station. then got dis china guy sitting on my right and an uncle on my left.
the china guy spread his leg so wide dat his thigh is TOUCHING mine, and i kept fidgetting myself to warn him dat i was NOT comfortable wif dis. he realised and closed his leg, but later on his legs spread again.... wth... i really want to scold him lor...
dis is not all. as the china guy's thigh touching mine, i shifted to my left where the uncle is sitting. the uncle dunnoe for wat reason, he kept staring on my face, the distance between his face and mine was really close, and i felt disgusted...
i gav him an irritated look, but he jus stared at me blankly. argh....
finally, i reached lakeside, as i squeezed my way out the train, i felt so relieving....
phew.
the escalator stopped halfway and was out of order...
y m i so unlucky today?? >.<

home alone... maybe partially, me and my sis home alone for 3 days^^

yesterday was really a long day for me, again.
back home at 11pm, went to kbox at 4.30pm, then watch "hitman" at 8.05pm in orchard.
though was super tired, but i enjoyed myself.
spent lots of money dis week, thus, my friends and i hav decided to start our money-saving plan--- eat the cheapest food as long as possible till we r 'rich' again.
nice movie^^
go to sch at 6.45am, reach home at 11+pm. fell dead at the moment i touch my bed.
still got early lecture the next day.
when do i got so much stamina to last the week...

however, due to the fact dat we chose to go kbox instead of going lecture, we got caught.
according to my classmates, the lecture theater was only half full, but attendence was full.(we tap our cards b4 going into theater to mark as present), our lecturer decided to do a headcount. and the result is there r many people who r "present" in the lecture were not around. m i confusing u?
to make it simple, ppl get their friends to tap card for them so they can ponteng lor. =.=, unfortunately all get caught.
dunnoe whether the sch will call home....zz

so bad....i mean myself

feeling so tired these days, both physically and mentally exhausted.
projects... endless homeworks... long lectures... boring tutorials... crowded buses... all these contributed by making my life more miserable. =(
yesterday i went to bed at 11.30pm, but my mind was so fully occupied dat eventhough i was dead tired, i couldn't even close my eyes and rest. until 4am... then i was able to take a little nap till 2hrs later when i nid to wake up cos having an early lecture.
at dis point of time, i jus came back home from sch, my whole body feels like falling apart.
during sch hours today, many of my friends told me dat i was somehow like a 'walking zombie'.. =_=.. cos when they r talking to me, i din reply them. haha, actually i really didn't hear wat they said....zz

projects still nid to touch up, homeworks not done, IAC report not yet started and most importanly.... all these due on dis week.
wat can i say..... i deserved all these, cos i always leave my things till last minute then i'll start to move...zz
and tmr lectures start at 8am.....and end at 6pm, after dat i think will be going out to catch a movie. at least something to look forward to... -_-"'

recently, my mind is in a whirl.
r those hintings or wat
i cant figure out, jus make it clear can?
feeling miserable...
(\_/)(\_/)
(- . -)' . ')
(")(")()("') at least there was a u

现时的残酷因为梦太美

梦美因为期望太高

期望高因为太在乎

太在乎因为放不下

放不下因为舍不得

舍不得因为动了情

feelings, emotions are all so unexplained.
wat actually causes feeings?

the song--'nothing's gonna change my love for you'
i like dis song^^
quote:
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love you for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I never ask for more than your love

so sweet...


do u noe wat i mean