最近天气变凉了,是季节转换季到了吗？
雨，永远都那么突然，无声无息地，却带来了回忆。
一幕幕的往事总是在不恰当的时刻摄进脑海，串联成片段。
风，永远都那么温柔，一声不响的，却带来了安抚。
一切，一切的一切，能不能就随风飘去？

周遭的风景变换太快了，还未看清楚就已换画了。
人的步伐太急促了，连回头望的一秒都变得奢侈。
所有的人事务都在没察觉间不一样了，什么能永久不变呢？
就连两岸，也会随着时间的推移而拉远了距离。
又有什么值得永远信赖。

时间又从眨眼的缝隙间溜走了，
我，
又不一样了。

皎洁的月亮高挂于灰蓝色的天空，
散发出淡银色的光环，
虽独一无二，
却略显孤单。

月幕下的孤影与月光呼应相衬，
难免流露幽幽悲伤

everybody is talking abt u noe wat today. the last bk jus came out 2 days ago, and some of my classmates are having storytelling sessions since they hav finished reading. the lecture hall has never been so noisy before, i doubt there is anyone listen to the poor lecturer.=x
jus took ipc pract test, hm... the gal besides me actually feeling dizzy bcos she was too nervous, thus, the lab instrutor sent her off. the test is a simple one, is quite like wat we did in secondary sch, mr ng had been such a gd teacher, the skills he taught is impt for dis module. haha.
nth much to say now.

time seems to be running out these days, before i knew it, one week is gone and i hav done nth at all. since when time has been rushing off like crazy. T.T

friday the 13th...
Ooops..

jus 2 posts back, i was waiting happily to go back to my hometown. and now, i m starting school already. dis shows how time flies.

my mum went back yesterday, i promised myself dat i would be strong, but couldn't make it. i bit my lips real hard, until now i still feel the swolleness.

every dis time, i will miss my parents and home more than ever, i cant even talk to them in phone properly in order to hide my distorted voice. i cant even smile.

i felt miserable.

and i m trying to isolate myself from the crowd. i need some time to adjust. some time will do.

i realised dat to smile while u dont wish to is the hardest thing to do ever.

《孤独》
被人群包围 却发觉自己的渺小
僵硬的笑容 才察觉自己的泪水
安静地呼吸着周遭的空气
怎么连空气都凝结成落寞
寂寞的身影藏匿于茫茫人海
被埋没却从未融入
无视的存在
让人倍感
孤独

exam is over!!!!! actually i m not in exam mood at the start, so it doesn't matter dat if exam is over or not, i jus wanna say only..haha, but if i m in secondary sch, i'll be on cloud nine when exam ends.
immediately after exam, i went to shopping alone. haiz...cant find anyone accompany me u c. the feeling of shopping alone is quite gd, wondering around, going to wherever i like, looking at watever i wan. feeling relax. the only bad thing is i'll realise how lonely i was. blah.
basically did window shopping. bought 4 chinese books, one of which is for my youngest sister.^^ i mus really read more chinese bks, i cant tolerate the thought dat my chinese is going to "tui bu" since i m dun hav chinese anymore and m interacting wif mostly english speaking friens....><
fruit basket22 is out!! finished reading it half an hour ago. it's nice^^ sweet and happy storylines. they r finally together.^^ wondering if 22 is the last epi, it seems like ending to me>.<

4 more hours and my mum will be here. i really miss my dad and mum. din c them for nearly half a year le.
and i m going home tmr!!!i cant wait to fly home immediately. lala~~
haha.
and yesterday was my father birthday. sent him a funny msg, but no present for him. haha.
20days later will be mum bd. dad's on 6/6, mum on 26/6. is easy to rmb.

came back from physiology common test. the paper is 1 and a half hour, but i able to finish it in 45min, so got off early. i cant undstd y my classmates or maybe friens dun wanna leave even they finished their paper, saying dat they nid to check and rechecked and re-recheck, maybe they will come up with answers they previously dun know. for goodness sake, dunnoe means dunnoe, even usit there for 1whole day, u wont be able to 'know' the ans. i noe i m getting quite pissed. not in a gd mood recently.
tmr no test, 2 more tests to go on wed and thurs.
maths stupid assignment dat is on famous mathematicians. physio essay, topic is "Depression: A psychological or neurological condition?" . microbio project on madcow disease.
all not even started. and i m going back to m'sia this friday. no internet at home. all works due on sch reopens.
all these equal to= i hav to complete my works b4 fri, and i m having tests till thurs.
*sigh
my heart starts to beat abnormally again, though quite frequent lately.

jus came back home from sch and taken a nice shower^^ feeling refresh now~~

yesterday, i skipped my chemistry lecture(for the first time), got my friends to tap card for me, and able to go home earlier...bad, very bad... but i was happy.haha. i had 4 hrs break before chem lecture starts yesterday, i m getting impatient as time slowly crawl by, therefore, i decided to go home lor.>< feeling guilty.

i m having too much of fried food recently, resulting in a tickling sensation in my throat, hope dat wont get sick now.~.~ argh!!! and pimples start growing on my face...>.<

my er zi's bd is coming, my 'qing ai de' and i r really having a hard time to think of a present for her... i hav seriously no brain juice le. haiz... wat to do now??? racking my brain again...
really felt jealous of someone who is having e-learning week now >.<
my common tests r coming.
jealous of someone who dun hav common tests....>.<
how wonderful would it be if i can take a break from life.


seasonings of life are pleasant surprises =)
everyone likes surprises, don't u?