oh i went to cut my hair le...
due to the rain stopping early, my 'date' with HW was postponed for one hour later....lol><
quite satisfied by my new hair cut, but would be happier if my hair is longer.
nvm, my hair grows very fast..^^
dunnoe for wat reason, my heart beats unnormally...
i m wondering y...
is it becourse of wat i m thinking now?
*sigh, i hope dat i wont get into it.....
Monday, April 9, 2007
planned to cut my hair wif HW at 11.30am later, but now it is raining heavily...... i would be drenched even wif an umbrella if i walk to HW's area...(too bad there is no sheltered walkway provided) >< so no choice but to postpone our "date" ^^
as a result, i m sitting here writing a post.
my hair has grown long and messy, and sch is starting next week, i can't possibly go to sch wif such messy hair though i think of keeping my hair long again. maybe next time bah...~
but i m wondering now...will long hair suit me??? haha i m thinking too far ahead..=x
i jus read from the newspaper, is abt a malay man who raped his daughter wif the aids of his wives. dis is not a shocking news anyway(no offence), wat shocked me is dat.... the man has 10wives!!! other than dat, his 10wives hav produced him 64 children!!!!!
jus look at the number, is way too scary><
dis family live in 2 7-rooms flats,with gals sleeping in one flat while the boys in the other. jus think of dat, they hav to prepare 75portions of food each day 3meals... ...3x75=225!!!
now the man went to jail, his wives hav to support the awesomely huge family, wat a heavy burden...
as a result, i m sitting here writing a post.
my hair has grown long and messy, and sch is starting next week, i can't possibly go to sch wif such messy hair though i think of keeping my hair long again. maybe next time bah...~
but i m wondering now...will long hair suit me??? haha i m thinking too far ahead..=x
i jus read from the newspaper, is abt a malay man who raped his daughter wif the aids of his wives. dis is not a shocking news anyway(no offence), wat shocked me is dat.... the man has 10wives!!! other than dat, his 10wives hav produced him 64 children!!!!!
jus look at the number, is way too scary><
dis family live in 2 7-rooms flats,with gals sleeping in one flat while the boys in the other. jus think of dat, they hav to prepare 75portions of food each day 3meals... ...3x75=225!!!
now the man went to jail, his wives hav to support the awesomely huge family, wat a heavy burden...
Thursday, April 5, 2007
i m feeling quite unhappy lately, couldn’t find a person who is willing to lend me his/her ears… i jus feel insecure, insecure of whatever I m doing, insecure of wat will tmr be…
sometimes i refuse to show my true feelings in front of others, i believe dat dis will only make things worse. maybe dat’s y they all told me dat i m difficult to handle, really?
oh well, wat i wanna say now is, dun act to be understood me when u r not. i already tired of all these. i nid real understanding, not others, ok? they jus dun seems to noe all these, wat can i say…… i hav dis miserable feeling…*sigh
and the other thing is, a person shouldn’t throw temper on other ppl(which is me) jus bcos the person is unhappy rite? dun they noe dat it hurts? y cant they jus understand dis simple thing? wat do they gain by hurting others like dat, will their anger jus go away after they did so? argh……………………..
i try hard to hypnotize myself dat everything will turn out to be fine, does it work? well, i dunnoe how to answer dat. will tmr be better?
sometimes i refuse to show my true feelings in front of others, i believe dat dis will only make things worse. maybe dat’s y they all told me dat i m difficult to handle, really?
oh well, wat i wanna say now is, dun act to be understood me when u r not. i already tired of all these. i nid real understanding, not others, ok? they jus dun seems to noe all these, wat can i say…… i hav dis miserable feeling…*sigh
and the other thing is, a person shouldn’t throw temper on other ppl(which is me) jus bcos the person is unhappy rite? dun they noe dat it hurts? y cant they jus understand dis simple thing? wat do they gain by hurting others like dat, will their anger jus go away after they did so? argh……………………..
i try hard to hypnotize myself dat everything will turn out to be fine, does it work? well, i dunnoe how to answer dat. will tmr be better?
Sunday, April 1, 2007
april fool today! nth much happened...
i went to a farm dis morning, veggie farm. actually decided to go goat farm at first, but due to intensive traffic jam(cos is qing ming jie, ppl rush to pay respect to the deaths), we had to change our plan...>< i wanted to go goat farm badly, maybe, can play wif the goats?
nvm, veggie farm not bad oso....(self-consolation) haha
the farm is quite huge, located at a 'ulu ulu' place. to me, it's nice, at least it is something new from hdb flats....buildings...etc
lots of veggie there, cheap oso. dat's y my aunt bought 11 diff types of veggie, onl $10plus..! think we got to be vegetarians for the following days...haa
maybe next time bah, i'll definitely visit the goat farm de ^o^
let's talk abt other things. my laptop cant go online!!!!! my modem is not compatible wif window vista>< wat should i do? haiz...
i hav told the situation to my cousin, her husband told me dat i nid to get a wireless network at home, so i can use my wireless to online. they still haven help me to fix the prob...T.T where should i get the wireless network? wat to do to apply for one? .... how m i going to noe these....argh....i noe least of computer things.....haiz, so helpless now.
hope dat everything will be all fine when i wake up.... is it possible? haha?
i went to a farm dis morning, veggie farm. actually decided to go goat farm at first, but due to intensive traffic jam(cos is qing ming jie, ppl rush to pay respect to the deaths), we had to change our plan...>< i wanted to go goat farm badly, maybe, can play wif the goats?
nvm, veggie farm not bad oso....(self-consolation) haha
the farm is quite huge, located at a 'ulu ulu' place. to me, it's nice, at least it is something new from hdb flats....buildings...etc
lots of veggie there, cheap oso. dat's y my aunt bought 11 diff types of veggie, onl $10plus..! think we got to be vegetarians for the following days...haa
maybe next time bah, i'll definitely visit the goat farm de ^o^
let's talk abt other things. my laptop cant go online!!!!! my modem is not compatible wif window vista>< wat should i do? haiz...
i hav told the situation to my cousin, her husband told me dat i nid to get a wireless network at home, so i can use my wireless to online. they still haven help me to fix the prob...T.T where should i get the wireless network? wat to do to apply for one? .... how m i going to noe these....argh....i noe least of computer things.....haiz, so helpless now.
hope dat everything will be all fine when i wake up.... is it possible? haha?
Friday, March 30, 2007
family zoo~
yesterday night, before my sister and i went to sleep, we had dis funny chat abt the number of animals(including insects...ect) we hav had before.... our speech went on like dis..(in cantonese, i translated into english^^)
chin(my sis): jie ar, u rmb how many creatures we had kept as 'pet' before?
me: i dun rmb how many, but a lot....(thinking)
chin: let's count bah.
so we went off to really count our previous 'pets' ....
me: let's see...hm... y not we talk abt the warm blooded first.(u hav to believe)
chin: chics, duckling, kittens doggys, birds, hamsters...still got mah? (take note of the "s", is true)
me: still got squirrel.... though we had it for only one week....
chin: then cold blooded de, ur turn to say, say insects first hor.
me: we got.... ants, crickets, grasshoppers, spiders, caterpillars, butterfly(caterpillar turned into de), meal worms, mosquitoes...haha, oh ya earthworm, anymore?
chin: no more le bah... then we still got fishes(many kinds), prawns, tortoises, aiyo dunnoe still got wat lah....
me: not a live de included or not?
chin: which one?
me: rmb? we got "rear" mercury before, in a glass bottle, dat time we still small, and we r so silly dat we fed mercury wif water.....>< chin: oh ya, nearly forgotten.... haha
***edit---some 'pets' to add on: praying mantis, tadpoles, frogs, snails, lizards....
dat's our conversation last night, haha. now in my home in M'sia, we r still keeping a dog, a duck, a bird, a tortoise, 2 hamsters, many fishes....
my dad always says our home is a zoo, which....hm... i dun agree, i wan more animals...heehee
i noe some ppl will be scared of us due to our strange interests...>< i noe my family is odd, as my parents never forbid us from rearing all kinds of strange animals...... maybe my parents r oso animals lovers..^^
haha.
chin(my sis): jie ar, u rmb how many creatures we had kept as 'pet' before?
me: i dun rmb how many, but a lot....(thinking)
chin: let's count bah.
so we went off to really count our previous 'pets' ....
me: let's see...hm... y not we talk abt the warm blooded first.(u hav to believe)
chin: chics, duckling, kittens doggys, birds, hamsters...still got mah? (take note of the "s", is true)
me: still got squirrel.... though we had it for only one week....
chin: then cold blooded de, ur turn to say, say insects first hor.
me: we got.... ants, crickets, grasshoppers, spiders, caterpillars, butterfly(caterpillar turned into de), meal worms, mosquitoes...haha, oh ya earthworm, anymore?
chin: no more le bah... then we still got fishes(many kinds), prawns, tortoises, aiyo dunnoe still got wat lah....
me: not a live de included or not?
chin: which one?
me: rmb? we got "rear" mercury before, in a glass bottle, dat time we still small, and we r so silly dat we fed mercury wif water.....>< chin: oh ya, nearly forgotten.... haha
***edit---some 'pets' to add on: praying mantis, tadpoles, frogs, snails, lizards....
dat's our conversation last night, haha. now in my home in M'sia, we r still keeping a dog, a duck, a bird, a tortoise, 2 hamsters, many fishes....
my dad always says our home is a zoo, which....hm... i dun agree, i wan more animals...heehee
i noe some ppl will be scared of us due to our strange interests...>< i noe my family is odd, as my parents never forbid us from rearing all kinds of strange animals...... maybe my parents r oso animals lovers..^^
haha.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
back again...
feeling so sianz now..zzz.zzz.zzz~
btw dunnoe how is LY now..>< she has been very distressed for the past few days, i m really worried abt her. T.T hope she'll be fine soon. most of all, jus be simple minded---dun think too much. ^.^
sch is starting soon, i m feeling increasingly nervous...~_~ ( i think most ppl will be feeling the same way as i m bah.) i afraid dat i cant make new friens....><>< the feeling is damn bad, so helpless....
the feeling of loneliness, hm.... i m the person dat cant live without friens....>< T.T
cant think of anything else to say now.... bb
feeling so sianz now..zzz.zzz.zzz~
btw dunnoe how is LY now..>< she has been very distressed for the past few days, i m really worried abt her. T.T hope she'll be fine soon. most of all, jus be simple minded---dun think too much. ^.^
sch is starting soon, i m feeling increasingly nervous...~_~ ( i think most ppl will be feeling the same way as i m bah.) i afraid dat i cant make new friens....><>< the feeling is damn bad, so helpless....
the feeling of loneliness, hm.... i m the person dat cant live without friens....>< T.T
cant think of anything else to say now.... bb
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
...
i m bored...super bored...*yawn~
everyday has the same routine, nth to look forward to. someone told me dis is life, but cant i jus add some seasoning to it? haiz...
sometimes i will wonder---wat's the reason for us to be in dis world, but till now i still haven discovered the reasons.
ppl say life is full of uncertainties, dat makes life interesting...
izzit true?
everyday has the same routine, nth to look forward to. someone told me dis is life, but cant i jus add some seasoning to it? haiz...
sometimes i will wonder---wat's the reason for us to be in dis world, but till now i still haven discovered the reasons.
ppl say life is full of uncertainties, dat makes life interesting...
izzit true?
Monday, March 26, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
3 hrs in...
wah.... wat a long time i haven been here..><
so many things happened, since i last came in.
recently, i hav been sick for one full week. T.T running high fever all the time, day and night... dis time de record was 39.6, much lower than previous record, hahaXD
for the first 5 days, the world seemed to be whirling around me, i slept the whole day, woke up only to hav some food in order to eat my medicine.... felt lke----living in the hell.
my mum got so worried dat she came out to s'pore to take care of me personally, i really was touch.>.<><
i had visited 2 clinics, but my fever was so stuborn dat it refused to get away..><
then, my mum and my auntie decided to bring me to hospital.....OMG~~~ i hate dis!!!
i was sent to the hospital for a blood test and X-ray in order to find the root of my prolonged fever....>< damn... i hate needles poking through my skin....
the needles were damn thick, and i hav 2 of them poked into my veins on both of my hands><
forget to mention, i got a jab on my butt oso #@%&^#*@!#%!!@$@@*^$WTH....
then the nurse pushed me on wheelchair to changing room, i nid to change into dis weird looking
robe for an X-ray, and god, i had to remove my b-- infront of the nurse!!! well it was the first time i undressed infront of a stranger.....T.T
lucky the X-ray process was done within a few mins time...
oh ya, b4 the X-ray, i was given 2 packets of drips.... on the packet it reads----sodiun chloride...xxx
i was thinking, y the doctor dun giv me some salty water to drink instead of dripping the NaCl solution into my veins.... and by doing dat he let me suffer..><
though all those were painful, my fever did subside, i spent 3hrs in the hospital was better than the medicine i took for 1 week.....>< the cost was quite cheap oso... $60 + $19 =$79
while the clinic fees $29 + $46 =$75....
and oso i got to see 'things' dat cant be seen outside hospital ~..~ bloody scenes..... i saw someone wif his fingers heavily bandaged, but his bandage still soaked in blood... the strange thing was, he still smilling...~..~
i saw a man in his working suit, he injured his eyes(probably from work), the man is in his 40 bah, he cried when he told his wife he couldn't see..>< wat a sad story....haiz.
ok dat's the end... bye
so many things happened, since i last came in.
recently, i hav been sick for one full week. T.T running high fever all the time, day and night... dis time de record was 39.6, much lower than previous record, hahaXD
for the first 5 days, the world seemed to be whirling around me, i slept the whole day, woke up only to hav some food in order to eat my medicine.... felt lke----living in the hell.
my mum got so worried dat she came out to s'pore to take care of me personally, i really was touch.>.<><
i had visited 2 clinics, but my fever was so stuborn dat it refused to get away..><
then, my mum and my auntie decided to bring me to hospital.....OMG~~~ i hate dis!!!
i was sent to the hospital for a blood test and X-ray in order to find the root of my prolonged fever....>< damn... i hate needles poking through my skin....
the needles were damn thick, and i hav 2 of them poked into my veins on both of my hands><
forget to mention, i got a jab on my butt oso #@%&^#*@!#%!!@$@@*^$WTH....
then the nurse pushed me on wheelchair to changing room, i nid to change into dis weird looking
robe for an X-ray, and god, i had to remove my b-- infront of the nurse!!! well it was the first time i undressed infront of a stranger.....T.T
lucky the X-ray process was done within a few mins time...
oh ya, b4 the X-ray, i was given 2 packets of drips.... on the packet it reads----sodiun chloride...xxx
i was thinking, y the doctor dun giv me some salty water to drink instead of dripping the NaCl solution into my veins.... and by doing dat he let me suffer..><
though all those were painful, my fever did subside, i spent 3hrs in the hospital was better than the medicine i took for 1 week.....>< the cost was quite cheap oso... $60 + $19 =$79
while the clinic fees $29 + $46 =$75....
and oso i got to see 'things' dat cant be seen outside hospital ~..~ bloody scenes..... i saw someone wif his fingers heavily bandaged, but his bandage still soaked in blood... the strange thing was, he still smilling...~..~
i saw a man in his working suit, he injured his eyes(probably from work), the man is in his 40 bah, he cried when he told his wife he couldn't see..>< wat a sad story....haiz.
ok dat's the end... bye
Thursday, February 15, 2007
fever
chinese new year is coming, i will be going back to my dear hometown tmr~~
my mum will arrive in s'pore later at night~~
we will be happily celebrating new year together~~
reunion dinner~~
lots and tons of 'hong bao'~~haha^^
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WTH!!!! i m sick at this point of time.. hav been sick since monday, fever.
oso dun undstd y suddenly sick de...haiz.
39.6 .... dis numbers were shown on the thermometer on monday when i felt giddy and cold.
then went to see the doctor. eat the bloody hell medicines, damn hard to swallow...><
temperature finally gone down.
then started to hav occasional slight fever....
haiz....sianz
my mum will arrive in s'pore later at night~~
we will be happily celebrating new year together~~
reunion dinner~~
lots and tons of 'hong bao'~~haha^^
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WTH!!!! i m sick at this point of time.. hav been sick since monday, fever.
oso dun undstd y suddenly sick de...haiz.
39.6 .... dis numbers were shown on the thermometer on monday when i felt giddy and cold.
then went to see the doctor. eat the bloody hell medicines, damn hard to swallow...><
temperature finally gone down.
then started to hav occasional slight fever....
haiz....sianz
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