Friday, March 30, 2007

family zoo~

yesterday night, before my sister and i went to sleep, we had dis funny chat abt the number of animals(including insects...ect) we hav had before.... our speech went on like dis..(in cantonese, i translated into english^^)


chin(my sis): jie ar, u rmb how many creatures we had kept as 'pet' before?
me: i dun rmb how many, but a lot....(thinking)
chin: let's count bah.
so we went off to really count our previous 'pets' ....
me: let's see...hm... y not we talk abt the warm blooded first.(u hav to believe)
chin: chics, duckling, kittens doggys, birds, hamsters...still got mah? (take note of the "s", is true)
me: still got squirrel.... though we had it for only one week....
chin: then cold blooded de, ur turn to say, say insects first hor.
me: we got.... ants, crickets, grasshoppers, spiders, caterpillars, butterfly(caterpillar turned into de), meal worms, mosquitoes...haha, oh ya earthworm, anymore?
chin: no more le bah... then we still got fishes(many kinds), prawns, tortoises, aiyo dunnoe still got wat lah....
me: not a live de included or not?
chin: which one?
me: rmb? we got "rear" mercury before, in a glass bottle, dat time we still small, and we r so silly dat we fed mercury wif water.....>< chin: oh ya, nearly forgotten.... haha

***edit---some 'pets' to add on: praying mantis, tadpoles, frogs, snails, lizards....

dat's our conversation last night, haha. now in my home in M'sia, we r still keeping a dog, a duck, a bird, a tortoise, 2 hamsters, many fishes....
my dad always says our home is a zoo, which....hm... i dun agree, i wan more animals...heehee


i noe some ppl will be scared of us due to our strange interests...>< i noe my family is odd, as my parents never forbid us from rearing all kinds of strange animals...... maybe my parents r oso animals lovers..^^
haha.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

back again...
feeling so sianz now..zzz.zzz.zzz~
btw dunnoe how is LY now..>< she has been very distressed for the past few days, i m really worried abt her. T.T hope she'll be fine soon. most of all, jus be simple minded---dun think too much. ^.^


sch is starting soon, i m feeling increasingly nervous...~_~ ( i think most ppl will be feeling the same way as i m bah.) i afraid dat i cant make new friens....><>< the feeling is damn bad, so helpless....
the feeling of loneliness, hm.... i m the person dat cant live without friens....>< T.T


cant think of anything else to say now.... bb

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

...

i m bored...super bored...*yawn~
everyday has the same routine, nth to look forward to. someone told me dis is life, but cant i jus add some seasoning to it? haiz...
sometimes i will wonder---wat's the reason for us to be in dis world, but till now i still haven discovered the reasons.


ppl say life is full of uncertainties, dat makes life interesting...
izzit true?

Monday, March 26, 2007

jus a moment of feelings

《落叶》


落叶
可以回到树上吗……
悲伤
可以轻易淡忘吗……

落叶纷飞
是谁把过去散落……
满地伤残
又是谁把回忆遗忘……

Thursday, March 22, 2007

3 hrs in...

wah.... wat a long time i haven been here..><
so many things happened, since i last came in.


recently, i hav been sick for one full week. T.T running high fever all the time, day and night... dis time de record was 39.6, much lower than previous record, hahaXD
for the first 5 days, the world seemed to be whirling around me, i slept the whole day, woke up only to hav some food in order to eat my medicine.... felt lke----living in the hell.
my mum got so worried dat she came out to s'pore to take care of me personally, i really was touch.>.<><


i had visited 2 clinics, but my fever was so stuborn dat it refused to get away..><
then, my mum and my auntie decided to bring me to hospital.....OMG~~~ i hate dis!!!


i was sent to the hospital for a blood test and X-ray in order to find the root of my prolonged fever....>< damn... i hate needles poking through my skin....
the needles were damn thick, and i hav 2 of them poked into my veins on both of my hands><
forget to mention, i got a jab on my butt oso #@%&^#*@!#%!!@$@@*^$WTH....


then the nurse pushed me on wheelchair to changing room, i nid to change into dis weird looking
robe for an X-ray, and god, i had to remove my b-- infront of the nurse!!! well it was the first time i undressed infront of a stranger.....T.T
lucky the X-ray process was done within a few mins time...
oh ya, b4 the X-ray, i was given 2 packets of drips.... on the packet it reads----sodiun chloride...xxx
i was thinking, y the doctor dun giv me some salty water to drink instead of dripping the NaCl solution into my veins.... and by doing dat he let me suffer..><


though all those were painful, my fever did subside, i spent 3hrs in the hospital was better than the medicine i took for 1 week.....>< the cost was quite cheap oso... $60 + $19 =$79
while the clinic fees $29 + $46 =$75....


and oso i got to see 'things' dat cant be seen outside hospital ~..~ bloody scenes..... i saw someone wif his fingers heavily bandaged, but his bandage still soaked in blood... the strange thing was, he still smilling...~..~
i saw a man in his working suit, he injured his eyes(probably from work), the man is in his 40 bah, he cried when he told his wife he couldn't see..>< wat a sad story....haiz.


ok dat's the end... bye

Thursday, February 15, 2007

fever

chinese new year is coming, i will be going back to my dear hometown tmr~~
my mum will arrive in s'pore later at night~~
we will be happily celebrating new year together~~
reunion dinner~~
lots and tons of 'hong bao'~~haha^^
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WTH!!!! i m sick at this point of time.. hav been sick since monday, fever.
oso dun undstd y suddenly sick de...haiz.
39.6 .... dis numbers were shown on the thermometer on monday when i felt giddy and cold.
then went to see the doctor. eat the bloody hell medicines, damn hard to swallow...><
temperature finally gone down.
then started to hav occasional slight fever....
haiz....sianz

Saturday, February 10, 2007

doom's day

today jus gotten my O'lvl results........
well, it was not as good as my prelim results...
i m very disappointed with my physics and chem's results....duh..
i noe i wont do well dis time, i jus noe, dun ask me y>_<
it seems like a curse to me, i would never do as gd as usual during a really very important exam. it's PSLE in then past and Olvl presently....*sigh
i jus hope dat the stupid 'curse' will be broken the next time i sit for the exam.
feeling down.
i can sense their disappointment, when they said, 'as long as u can get into the course u wan' with a faint smile.
i can sence their unhappiness when they said 'huh'>_<


i pretend to be uncared for my results, i convince myself dat as long as i can get into the course i wan the scores dun mind at all.
but by doing dis, i felt miserable... haiz... i hav let my parents down, it is no use for me to say anymore.


hope dat things will be better tmr and the future.

Thursday, February 8, 2007

fifth

hm.....
oh ya, i had completed the third pair of earrings of the day, so now i hav a total of six..^^
it's getting more and more interesting...haha
however, too much money has been spend on dis le...sad=(
but hope that we r able to continue.... hw has already quit.(actually i hav predicted things will turn out dis way at the begginning, she jus lacks the will to go on.)
i m quite disappointed of her... suan le... dun wanna say anymore....argh.


the O'lvl results gonna release on friday... ahhhhh.... tmr!!!!!
tmr will hav lunch with hw and ly, i wonder will i be able to swallow the food. maybe i will get choke due to unable to swallow the food down, and go off to heaven...O.o(jk jk only lah)


later will go to cousin's house to help him collect the furniture. sianz..... last time i waited more then one-and-a-half hour b4 the table arrived....-_-
dunnoe how long mus i wait dis time.....*yawn
i hate waiting.... waiting makes me frustrated.... waiting makes me feel i m wasting away my life....
oso, i hate to let others wait for me, i'll feel bad wasting their lives...(oops, scary me)


ironically, i m now waiting my dear baby hamsters to get their eyes open.
they hav grown a lot, but still very small and tiny... tiny miny
they noe how to nimble on soft food already.... when they r awake, they will jus happily nimble nimble nimble.... ha, extremely cute.
they r strong enough to crawl on floor now, with their tiny shaky legs...
whenever i put them on the floor and place my hands abt 10cm away from them, they will sniff their way to my hand, and then climb onto my palm^^ dat's one of the reason i love them so much.....
the cutest creature on earth dat i ever seen....hm... yes

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

beadss~~

went to chinatown yesterday with yue and bought a lot of beads... ^^
then started making accessories using those beads.
half an hour later... managed to understand the instructions given in the bks~
one hour later... figuring how to get the '9-hook' done~
one and a half hours later... watch TV le ^^
two and a half hours later.... get back to beads making, started to fix the beads into a heart shape patterns~
three hours later... the 'heart' was finally completed~
whoa... my neck damn painful.... vision blurred.... wrist ached.... fingers stiffened....
however, i was glad dat i hav completed the first pair of earring in my life, felt so contented^^
all my efforts had paid off well.... hehe.

Thursday, February 1, 2007

3rd

well, as usual i hav nothing better to do today...sianz~
i wonder when will the O'lvl results release... i heard from others dat results release on 5 feb, dat means~ next week!!! dat's fast. i still haven get mentally prepared yet -_-
dat's how time flies....
it's like yesterday when i sat for the O's, time flies and we r growing up fast... how i wish i can be a child for...forever
it is not going to happen though, my mum always says to me: u r always kid in the heart of mine...dis may sound gross to many others but obviously not to me.
i miss my mum and dad badly..... sigh* hope dat 16 feb will arrive immediately, then i can go home...>_<


the leaves have fallen
can they ever back to the tree again?