it has been such a looooonngggg time since i last posted.
it has been such a even loooonger time i disappear from MSN.
haha, some ppl asked me:where hav u been these days?
actually nothing much, i am still here, sound and save =p
just that, i need some time for myself.

next week is study week for final exam.
i started my revision quite last minute... the others had their revisions 2 to 3 weeks ahead of mine...
no choice, i am always the slacker.. >.<
just hope that the exams topic wont be so difficult..

hm... shall summarise what i did these days before i forget...

last last week my japanese class had come to an end >.< , the lesson itself was enjoyable, and kaori sensei is a very nice teacher to be with.
just that her english is a little bit hard to understand =p

the follwing is one of the class photo we took at the last lesson. kaori sensei is at the left hand corner at the front row. =)
thanks to her, i finally know how to write my name in katakana.
my sis says the teacher is cute... haha


immediately after the jap lesson, i went to watch 'The Mummy 3' with friend. the action scenes and graphic were fantastic. is a worth-watching movie.
watched 'The Dark Knight' on some other day which i couldn't remember the day...now then i know Batman is such a rich guy (i mean in the movie itself) O.o but i don't like the ending of this movie.

what else.. my memory is failing me...zz

just watched the opening ceremony of Beijing Olympic. it was so massive!! only china has the ability to put so many ppl up in performances...
endless ppl...
indeed 'the grand opening' .

today woke up at 9+ and studied for hrs(ofcourse with breaks in between), and i am so proud of myself haha. so as to reward myself, i went to play games, then i got stick onto the pc screen...zz stuck infront of computer until now...
study not as hard, play the hardest...this is the best to describe the situation that i am in now. =.=
and the worst thing is.. i havent started any revision on the killer subject..
ccta is really a killer, i merely able to pass the test last time..
but don't know why, i got a B+ for my 60% CA... i thought i will get a C...
another killer will be DBG, zz a lot of scientific terms to memorise.
MMB, due to CT2, i managed to finish revised half of it ^^
Immuno, will need to have another sleepless nights to finish it off...
2nd yr of poly is indeed much harder.
and i have slacked too much.

oversea-attachment, i want to go for that next year...
but out of 200+ students, only 30 will be able to go.
the chance of getting it is so low.. >.<
but still i am going to apply for it, test my luck...

>.< my back is so stiff now.
think i am getting old....
haiz.

i cant wait for my exam to end...
there are a few events going on after exam. =)
and i need a job. -.-
i think i need a job..

this one suppose to be a very very long post as i promised myself earlier.
too bad i can't think of anything else to say.
as my sis says, blog serves as a digital diary.
aleast, the next time i come back to read my thoughts one day, i will know how i felt and what i did and what happened that particular day.

gotta go.

i m bored~
=.=
now waiting for time to pass, got nothing to do, thus came in to kill some time.
later on got japanese class, got reading test.
after that still have to go for shooting.(hope i wont be encoutering unhappy matters like last week i did.)
will be home after 10pm.
will be extremely tired.
will fall dead immediately i touch my comfy bed.
every single day is the same throughout. nothing special, nothing interesting, nothing to look forward to.
haiz...

i so dread going to school when i think of the crowded busses i gonna take.
i shouldn't have sounded so blue.

add in some random pics~

this is the new creation of nicole and i. is little 'sweet'-man... haha, is not because that he is sweet-looking.. is that---his little head was mango-flavored sweet. =p
body is staple.

its head is only half a cm...that's y is called little 'sweet'-man.



the lecture hall was freaking cold that day ~.~
and due to that, we'd decided to make a little clothes for it out of paper(cos no other material>.<) haha.
satisfied with the outcome =P

however, after a while, the head started to melt...
there goes our lil 'sweet'-man...
=.=
i know i was lame...

went to Botak Jones at Clementi for lunch yesterday during our 4hrs break.
the serving size was real huge xP
felt bloated after that, and don't even need to take dinner later on. xD
overall the food there was nice. =) i like the cheese & fries.. haha oh ya.. love the coleslaws there. =p

sam's order,the sausage is enormous O.o.

my order.. =p
after the heavy lunch, we went back to sch, book a project room and i started sleeping z.z


today only got 3hrs of sch.
go to watch Red Cliff with JT immediately after sch =)
the movie itself is great, with Takeshi acting in make the movie FANTASTIC.. haha
the movie is worth watching, believe me =p
i can't wait for the second part to come out. >.<
lovin' it :)))

yesterday shooting session really pissed me off >.<
we'd waited dreadfully for 2 long hours and we only got to hold the rifle and shoot for merely 20mins..
the leader there said that the shooting sequence is on 1st come 1st serve basis, and he didn't see us, thus we had to wait for the 2nd round. the problem was that, all along we're waiting there...
>.< kinda angry with the leader.
because of him, i reached home at 10+pm, and fell dead immediately when i touched my bed.

...

today, my friend received presents from a guy.
it was so sweet =)
haha, guess what.
he gave her a ferrari car model, a touch pad i-pod and a box full of paper-crane.
the box of cranes really is sweet ;p i think there still got some little present deep inside the box.
nowadays, for a guy to fold a box full of cranes is becoming extremely rare.
i've heard that the guy likes my friend since last year.
haha.

...

my class is full of laughter =D
having 'cheek-sore' because of that.. =.=

is all over~ ^o^
what a relieve~
so relaxing~ =)
cant help smiling=P

haha, a little bit too over-exaggerated.
haha=p
cant help it. :)
:) ;) |) =) =P

i can now focus on things that i want to do but did not have time to touch on.
finally.
yea...

after tmr, i will be having a great load off my shoulders.
2 major projects due tmr, meaning 2 presentations in one go.
the worst thing ever is, my teammate still havent send the slides she did to me...
wat an irresponsible leader. i am really fed up with her.
sometimes, u really need to take the innitiative to do ur part of the job instead of letting others telling u wat u got to do.
somemore she is the leader.
instead of her leading us, we got to chase her for her slides.
i am sick with this.
this is not the first time already.
this is suppose to be group work, not pair work or individual work.
>.<
really stress up.
i have told myself not to get agitated over this.
we still got a lot of chances to work as a group together.
i dun wan to make a dim and cause difficulties in projects in future.
ok.
ok, fine.

haiz.
having a bad time.
didn't go to sch. due to my laziness.
i am being too lazy these days.
longing for friday.
my mum will come to sg on fri.=)
she gonna visit my uncle who is hospitalised.
then i can atleast ease my homesickness for a little bit.
the thought of seeing m mum make me smile =)

went to sam's sec sch, had a small talk with the teacher there about the presentation we are going to have on thurs.
we are going to 'educate' sec4 students there on HIV and our body immune system cells, haha. hope it will turn out well.
thus need to bribe the students there first, =p
getting a good feed back from them is neccesary for the 8 of us to get a better grade.
got to reach the sch before 7.30am, in time for the flag raising ceremony. i havent done that for decades....how i miss the good old time in sec sch.
hm... kinda ealy. shan't complain since we should be grateful as the sch allow such opportunity for us.

ccta project takes forever to finish... need to rush.
after next wednesday, everything will be over and i think i'll be on cloud nine by then. nowadays, i have only very little time for myself, and i seriously want to have some enjoyment & entertainment for myself.is not alot right?
=(

tmr will have to disect our lab mice.
looking forward to the experiment.

everything will be over soon~

had a bad gastric this morning =(
my bad...


tmr will be starting my first jap lesson, hope it'll be fun. =)
and finally can have a good nice sweet rest, as tmr lesson will be starting at 1pm =p
have been so tired since the first day of sch.
busy life~
things are rushing.
trying to catch up with time.
longing for friday. =p

乘搭着巴士回家的路上，
窗外的风景飞快地向后奔驰。
换画的速度，快得令人嗤鼻。

在这种灰得有点沉重的天气中，
很难令我能带着彩色的心情去感受世界。
走在落寞的街头，
陌生的人们行色匆匆，
是为了躲避逐渐变大的雨，
还是避免和他人有目光的接触。

就连云，
也灰沉得令人不忍凝望。

雨丝飘着飘着，
就进了眼里，
涩涩的，
和泪水很不一样。
是时候以泪来滋润微微发疼的眼吗？

脚步被坏天气拖得些许沉了。
叹息很自然地从嘴里溜了出来，
不自觉的感叹，
是否心想抒发一些压抑，
为主人除去一尘的忧愁？

雨丝变成了雨滴，
空气的潮湿已不能隐藏，
有点浊，
使呼吸开始不顺畅。
至少，
今天没有雷。

雨过天晴，
是必然的吗？