hm... i cant rmb how many lectures i hav skipped by now, i noe is quite a lot. sometimes (like today) i will feel bad for myself, but not regretted, ahah. lectures r ending, so seems to be quite free these days, except for a test tmr and physio exam next tues, =x
today jus got a microbio pract test, is abt staining the cells given. i couldn't see the cells through the microscope at first, and the time was left wif 10min, i started to panic. then i decided to anyhow write down the characteristics of the cells, so i did.
5min to the end of the test, i retried to look through the lens and finally found the cells. the funny part is that, the cells had all the characteristics of wat i wrote earlier on^^, nah, my 6th sense is not that bad. hahha.
tmr test starts at 9am, ends 50min later. that's all for tmr's lessons. ^^
will be going to watch "alone" wif my friends, they say it is a super horror movie......which is my cup of tea ^^ is it pervert to like horror movies?
finally found ppl who dare to watch these type of movies wif me.

life's getting interesting...

最近天气变凉了,是季节转换季到了吗？
雨，永远都那么突然，无声无息地，却带来了回忆。
一幕幕的往事总是在不恰当的时刻摄进脑海，串联成片段。
风，永远都那么温柔，一声不响的，却带来了安抚。
一切，一切的一切，能不能就随风飘去？

周遭的风景变换太快了，还未看清楚就已换画了。
人的步伐太急促了，连回头望的一秒都变得奢侈。
所有的人事务都在没察觉间不一样了，什么能永久不变呢？
就连两岸，也会随着时间的推移而拉远了距离。
又有什么值得永远信赖。

时间又从眨眼的缝隙间溜走了，
我，
又不一样了。

皎洁的月亮高挂于灰蓝色的天空，
散发出淡银色的光环，
虽独一无二，
却略显孤单。

月幕下的孤影与月光呼应相衬，
难免流露幽幽悲伤

everybody is talking abt u noe wat today. the last bk jus came out 2 days ago, and some of my classmates are having storytelling sessions since they hav finished reading. the lecture hall has never been so noisy before, i doubt there is anyone listen to the poor lecturer.=x
jus took ipc pract test, hm... the gal besides me actually feeling dizzy bcos she was too nervous, thus, the lab instrutor sent her off. the test is a simple one, is quite like wat we did in secondary sch, mr ng had been such a gd teacher, the skills he taught is impt for dis module. haha.
nth much to say now.

time seems to be running out these days, before i knew it, one week is gone and i hav done nth at all. since when time has been rushing off like crazy. T.T

friday the 13th...
Ooops..

jus 2 posts back, i was waiting happily to go back to my hometown. and now, i m starting school already. dis shows how time flies.

my mum went back yesterday, i promised myself dat i would be strong, but couldn't make it. i bit my lips real hard, until now i still feel the swolleness.

every dis time, i will miss my parents and home more than ever, i cant even talk to them in phone properly in order to hide my distorted voice. i cant even smile.

i felt miserable.

and i m trying to isolate myself from the crowd. i need some time to adjust. some time will do.

i realised dat to smile while u dont wish to is the hardest thing to do ever.

《孤独》
被人群包围 却发觉自己的渺小
僵硬的笑容 才察觉自己的泪水
安静地呼吸着周遭的空气
怎么连空气都凝结成落寞
寂寞的身影藏匿于茫茫人海
被埋没却从未融入
无视的存在
让人倍感
孤独

exam is over!!!!! actually i m not in exam mood at the start, so it doesn't matter dat if exam is over or not, i jus wanna say only..haha, but if i m in secondary sch, i'll be on cloud nine when exam ends.
immediately after exam, i went to shopping alone. haiz...cant find anyone accompany me u c. the feeling of shopping alone is quite gd, wondering around, going to wherever i like, looking at watever i wan. feeling relax. the only bad thing is i'll realise how lonely i was. blah.
basically did window shopping. bought 4 chinese books, one of which is for my youngest sister.^^ i mus really read more chinese bks, i cant tolerate the thought dat my chinese is going to "tui bu" since i m dun hav chinese anymore and m interacting wif mostly english speaking friens....><
fruit basket22 is out!! finished reading it half an hour ago. it's nice^^ sweet and happy storylines. they r finally together.^^ wondering if 22 is the last epi, it seems like ending to me>.<

4 more hours and my mum will be here. i really miss my dad and mum. din c them for nearly half a year le.
and i m going home tmr!!!i cant wait to fly home immediately. lala~~
haha.
and yesterday was my father birthday. sent him a funny msg, but no present for him. haha.
20days later will be mum bd. dad's on 6/6, mum on 26/6. is easy to rmb.

came back from physiology common test. the paper is 1 and a half hour, but i able to finish it in 45min, so got off early. i cant undstd y my classmates or maybe friens dun wanna leave even they finished their paper, saying dat they nid to check and rechecked and re-recheck, maybe they will come up with answers they previously dun know. for goodness sake, dunnoe means dunnoe, even usit there for 1whole day, u wont be able to 'know' the ans. i noe i m getting quite pissed. not in a gd mood recently.
tmr no test, 2 more tests to go on wed and thurs.
maths stupid assignment dat is on famous mathematicians. physio essay, topic is "Depression: A psychological or neurological condition?" . microbio project on madcow disease.
all not even started. and i m going back to m'sia this friday. no internet at home. all works due on sch reopens.
all these equal to= i hav to complete my works b4 fri, and i m having tests till thurs.
*sigh
my heart starts to beat abnormally again, though quite frequent lately.