Saturday, October 17, 2009

有一阵子,我突然迷上了阅读别人写的博客。

因为, 感觉上就像是阅读着一篇又一篇的人生故事, 不同的主角,不同的经历, 真实得令人不禁唏嘘。

也许每一个人都有着不同程度的偷窥癖,并且以自己的方式满足着自己的欲望。而我,就选择利用博客来窥探他人的世界。以别人的角度来看世界,除了新鲜感,还别有一番风味。 


Monday, June 1, 2009

In Seoul, counting the days left... 
I want to go back to Malaysia~~~~~ 
the weather here is getting a bit warm now, but still cooling. 
especially at night. =) 
however, the wind is very dry. 

summer time!

i experienced winter, spring, summer all at once in Seoul =) 
should feel satisfied though unable to witness the autumn here. 


decided to create a blog where I'd like to write about things that fascinate me =P 
Click here

I know this is a very random post. 
but is just my random thoughts 
at this random point of time. 

Friday, December 12, 2008

today is a day for me to remember. =)
today, is the last day of my common test.
this means that is the end of my boring revision=)
today, is the start of my 3 weeks holiday ^^
meaning that i can spend my days carefreely back in my 'beloved' home town. haha =p

but this is not all~

this is our plan at first, after the exams, we will go to eileen's house for a party.
however, due to some stuffs, we all decided to go elsewhere to feast. santhi and kasturi went to do some 'funny stuffs' as mentioned by sam, and they will meet us at the destination.
so we set off... all the way to marina sq there. we went to take a walk there b4 we finally decided to eat at seoul garden.
as usual, we enjoy ourself. time spent with friends are always fun. =)

in the middle of our feast, my friends started singing birthday song. actually i don't really know what is happening right there and almost want to sing along with them.
when i look at my friends, to my surprise, they are all facing me as they sing the song. haha. the birthday song was meant for me. haha, i am so slow to realise.

frankly speaking, i am almost shocked to death... really speechless...

right at the moment, i feel little bit touch. haha, is has been so long since i have this feeling again.

then the staffs at seoul grden bring out the birthdy cake. made a wish, shan't tell here, =p and fill the last part of my stomach with the rum-choco cake, is nice, but can'f finish all. >.<
this really surprise me. pleasant surprise. =)

this is their plan to celebrate an early birthday for me, since i'll be going bck to m'sia the very next day after the exam.
i really apprecite what they have done to make this day a special one for me. =)
they are so 'sweet'... =p haha, lucky to have them as friends.

thx a tonnes~
Eileen,Jingting,kaideng,kasturi,koonkit,nicole,sam,santhi,terrence,xinli.
u all make my day!!!

promise to remember to come back to singapore when sch reopens.
yea.

looking forward to go back home. miss everything back there.

and thx jt for the erliest birthday present i've ever received.(10th DEC)

i am a blessed person. ^o^
i hve to write all these down in order for me to rmb all the feelings i ever experienced. so that, next time, i can still have taste of what i feel in the past by reading back what i have written down. sometimes, things are meant to be remembered. =)

Thursday, November 20, 2008

i realise that my blog is dying >.<
my posts are getting lesser and lesser...
=(
i will try to keep it alive, atleast try harder haha.

recently has set up a website, "spreemash.com"
pls go and have a visit k.
=) i will really appreciate it.

no sch today, staying at cousin's house for a week as auntie's house is under renovation.
hardly get use to this place =(

Sunday, November 9, 2008

is has been confirmed that i will be going for oversea attachment next year, though i still don't know which country i am heading to.
there are a lot of things to do, a lot of forms to fill up before that. haiz...
so troublesome.

FYP topics came out last friday, need to choose the topic we want to do as our project.
however, according too one of our lecturer, the chances that we are going to get one of our first few choices are not high. zz
so, maybe we'll put the topic we want as the last few choices haha.
hope it works.

now working hard on the website our group set up. due to some technical stuffs, the website has not yet been open to all.
writting posts and finding contents can be hard sometimes... but i promise to put in the best effort i can. =)
sometimes, looking for contents can be quite aimless...
nvm, just slowly, i believe i CAN do it.

weekends passes by like breezes, before i can rest all my cells monday is here. >.< i really feel that i need more rest.




korea or china?

Sunday, October 26, 2008

completed on 25 Oct


completed on 26 Oct


completed 2yrs ago


2 weeks had passed since sch reopened.
not too busy...yet.
will be going for a swim next wednesday if the weather is nice =)
enjoying life~

Sunday, October 12, 2008

sch reopens tmr.
somehow, to my surprise, i a little bit looking forward to the new semester.
this shall be a good start right. =)
mon, wed, fri, lessons from 9am to 5pm... these are what i dread of. >.<
but look on the bright side, i got alternate days which i can go home early to rest or do whatever stuffs i wanna do.
haha

since too many things had happened recently, is a blessing that one can always see things positively.
i had been too pessimistic in the past.

hope mum will get well really soon.
she would get well in no time =) i believe.

first thing tmr is lab session. =)

Sunday, September 28, 2008

it has been very very long time since my last post..
feel that i should post something.
so i try my best to recap what had happened around me these days. =p

some pics of the VIB~


had worked for a while in an ice-cream restaurant at the start of holiday.

encountered some unhappy stuffs.

have had a few reunions with qad and er.

have been taking care of the VIB at home for the time being.

waiting for sch to start now.

watching an old drama series on tudou.

bought a bangle after a veryvery long search.

received results and time table.

went for swimming a couple of times in sch.

have tanned skin now.

just paid one of the most expensive phone bill this year.

finally learn not to escape from things and ppl.

bought a colored contact lens that look weird on me.

shall be having another reunion te very next day.

learn lots of things this holiday.

dislike the new time table.

shall pamper myself with a new pair of shoes.

shall look forward to sch reopen instead of dreading over it.

VIB has given me some hard times by being extremely naughty.

i realise that VIB is devil in disguise.

had new air-con in my room that nearly freeze me to death when it was only at 25oc.

packed my cupboard and discard lots of rubbish.

help to clear my cousin's comic which needs to be carried away using a troley for 3 times.

a lot of things had happened. above are not in chronological order. =)
VIB is crying now, i need to attend to him...zz
that's all.

=))

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

today went to get my typhoid jab at somewhere near raffles place.
>.<
after injection, my arm feel numb and paralyse...
i don't even dare to move my arm. =(
even need JT to help me take out money from my wallet to pay for the jab. $18
i think my workplace will pay us back when we start working.
the manager havent called us yet, so wondering now... when would we start working.

bought a pair of white shoes right after that, shoes for work..

now my arm is still painful.
i can still feel the cold, sharp needle protruding my skin and went all the way in... cold yellowish liquid is then deposited inside my flesh.. >.<
ouch...
i hope i would never gonna experience this feeling again. NEVER!
=(

my lil sis is sick now, having fever as high as 39.9 degree C.
and she will be having her UPSR in a week time.
really worried for her, how is she going to do revision when she is sick. haiz.
get well soon...
the weather nowadays is very weird, high tendency of getting sick.
must really take good care eh.
my dad just recovered, and now is my sis. my mum sure is very tired going through all these, and too bad that i can't get back to m'sia to help out. atleast accompany them.
hope everything will be fine very soon.
the other thing is that, back in my hometown, there are a lot of cases of mosquitoes diseases. according to my mum, a resident area near my house, almost everyone got the disease. >.< this sounds so scary, but i don't know what can be done.
haiz... feeling helpless. =(

things aren't going very smoothly for me these days. and i m feeling kinda blue.





i miss them.
i miss home.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

having exams now.
2 down, 2 to go...
but... having no mood to study.
blame it on olympics...
zz
-.-

Friday, August 8, 2008

it has been such a looooonngggg time since i last posted.
it has been such a even loooonger time i disappear from MSN.
haha, some ppl asked me:where hav u been these days?
actually nothing much, i am still here, sound and save =p
just that, i need some time for myself.

next week is study week for final exam.
i started my revision quite last minute... the others had their revisions 2 to 3 weeks ahead of mine...
no choice, i am always the slacker.. >.<
just hope that the exams topic wont be so difficult..

hm... shall summarise what i did these days before i forget...

last last week my japanese class had come to an end >.< , the lesson itself was enjoyable, and kaori sensei is a very nice teacher to be with.
just that her english is a little bit hard to understand =p

the follwing is one of the class photo we took at the last lesson. kaori sensei is at the left hand corner at the front row. =)
thanks to her, i finally know how to write my name in katakana.
my sis says the teacher is cute... haha


immediately after the jap lesson, i went to watch 'The Mummy 3' with friend. the action scenes and graphic were fantastic. is a worth-watching movie.
watched 'The Dark Knight' on some other day which i couldn't remember the day...now then i know Batman is such a rich guy (i mean in the movie itself) O.o but i don't like the ending of this movie.

what else.. my memory is failing me...zz

just watched the opening ceremony of Beijing Olympic. it was so massive!! only china has the ability to put so many ppl up in performances...
endless ppl...
indeed 'the grand opening' .

today woke up at 9+ and studied for hrs(ofcourse with breaks in between), and i am so proud of myself haha. so as to reward myself, i went to play games, then i got stick onto the pc screen...zz stuck infront of computer until now...
study not as hard, play the hardest...this is the best to describe the situation that i am in now. =.=
and the worst thing is.. i havent started any revision on the killer subject..
ccta is really a killer, i merely able to pass the test last time..
but don't know why, i got a B+ for my 60% CA... i thought i will get a C...
another killer will be DBG, zz a lot of scientific terms to memorise.
MMB, due to CT2, i managed to finish revised half of it ^^
Immuno, will need to have another sleepless nights to finish it off...
2nd yr of poly is indeed much harder.
and i have slacked too much.

oversea-attachment, i want to go for that next year...
but out of 200+ students, only 30 will be able to go.
the chance of getting it is so low.. >.<
but still i am going to apply for it, test my luck...

>.< my back is so stiff now.
think i am getting old....
haiz.

i cant wait for my exam to end...
there are a few events going on after exam. =)
and i need a job. -.-
i think i need a job..

this one suppose to be a very very long post as i promised myself earlier.
too bad i can't think of anything else to say.
as my sis says, blog serves as a digital diary.
aleast, the next time i come back to read my thoughts one day, i will know how i felt and what i did and what happened that particular day.

gotta go.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

i m bored~
=.=
now waiting for time to pass, got nothing to do, thus came in to kill some time.
later on got japanese class, got reading test.
after that still have to go for shooting.(hope i wont be encoutering unhappy matters like last week i did.)
will be home after 10pm.
will be extremely tired.
will fall dead immediately i touch my comfy bed.
every single day is the same throughout. nothing special, nothing interesting, nothing to look forward to.
haiz...

i so dread going to school when i think of the crowded busses i gonna take.
i shouldn't have sounded so blue.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

add in some random pics~

this is the new creation of nicole and i. is little 'sweet'-man... haha, is not because that he is sweet-looking.. is that---his little head was mango-flavored sweet. =p
body is staple.

its head is only half a cm...that's y is called little 'sweet'-man.



the lecture hall was freaking cold that day ~.~
and due to that, we'd decided to make a little clothes for it out of paper(cos no other material>.<) haha.
satisfied with the outcome =P

however, after a while, the head started to melt...
there goes our lil 'sweet'-man...
=.=
i know i was lame...
went to Botak Jones at Clementi for lunch yesterday during our 4hrs break.
the serving size was real huge xP
felt bloated after that, and don't even need to take dinner later on. xD
overall the food there was nice. =) i like the cheese & fries.. haha oh ya.. love the coleslaws there. =p

sam's order,the sausage is enormous O.o.

my order.. =p
after the heavy lunch, we went back to sch, book a project room and i started sleeping z.z


today only got 3hrs of sch.
go to watch Red Cliff with JT immediately after sch =)
the movie itself is great, with Takeshi acting in make the movie FANTASTIC.. haha
the movie is worth watching, believe me =p
i can't wait for the second part to come out. >.<
lovin' it :)))

Friday, July 11, 2008

yesterday shooting session really pissed me off >.<
we'd waited dreadfully for 2 long hours and we only got to hold the rifle and shoot for merely 20mins..
the leader there said that the shooting sequence is on 1st come 1st serve basis, and he didn't see us, thus we had to wait for the 2nd round. the problem was that, all along we're waiting there...
>.< kinda angry with the leader.
because of him, i reached home at 10+pm, and fell dead immediately when i touched my bed.

...

today, my friend received presents from a guy.
it was so sweet =)
haha, guess what.
he gave her a ferrari car model, a touch pad i-pod and a box full of paper-crane.
the box of cranes really is sweet ;p i think there still got some little present deep inside the box.
nowadays, for a guy to fold a box full of cranes is becoming extremely rare.
i've heard that the guy likes my friend since last year.
haha.

...

my class is full of laughter =D
having 'cheek-sore' because of that.. =.=

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

is all over~ ^o^
what a relieve~
so relaxing~ =)
cant help smiling=P

haha, a little bit too over-exaggerated.
haha=p
cant help it. :)
:) ;) |) =) =P

i can now focus on things that i want to do but did not have time to touch on.
finally.
yea...

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

after tmr, i will be having a great load off my shoulders.
2 major projects due tmr, meaning 2 presentations in one go.
the worst thing ever is, my teammate still havent send the slides she did to me...
wat an irresponsible leader. i am really fed up with her.
sometimes, u really need to take the innitiative to do ur part of the job instead of letting others telling u wat u got to do.
somemore she is the leader.
instead of her leading us, we got to chase her for her slides.
i am sick with this.
this is not the first time already.
this is suppose to be group work, not pair work or individual work.
>.<
really stress up.
i have told myself not to get agitated over this.
we still got a lot of chances to work as a group together.
i dun wan to make a dim and cause difficulties in projects in future.
ok.
ok, fine.

haiz.
having a bad time.
didn't go to sch. due to my laziness.
i am being too lazy these days.
longing for friday.
my mum will come to sg on fri.=)
she gonna visit my uncle who is hospitalised.
then i can atleast ease my homesickness for a little bit.
the thought of seeing m mum make me smile =)

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

went to sam's sec sch, had a small talk with the teacher there about the presentation we are going to have on thurs.
we are going to 'educate' sec4 students there on HIV and our body immune system cells, haha. hope it will turn out well.
thus need to bribe the students there first, =p
getting a good feed back from them is neccesary for the 8 of us to get a better grade.
got to reach the sch before 7.30am, in time for the flag raising ceremony. i havent done that for decades....how i miss the good old time in sec sch.
hm... kinda ealy. shan't complain since we should be grateful as the sch allow such opportunity for us.

ccta project takes forever to finish... need to rush.
after next wednesday, everything will be over and i think i'll be on cloud nine by then. nowadays, i have only very little time for myself, and i seriously want to have some enjoyment & entertainment for myself.is not alot right?
=(

tmr will have to disect our lab mice.
looking forward to the experiment.

everything will be over soon~

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

had a bad gastric this morning =(
my bad...


tmr will be starting my first jap lesson, hope it'll be fun. =)
and finally can have a good nice sweet rest, as tmr lesson will be starting at 1pm =p
have been so tired since the first day of sch.
busy life~
things are rushing.
trying to catch up with time.
longing for friday. =p

Friday, May 30, 2008

乘搭着巴士回家的路上,
窗外的风景飞快地向后奔驰。
换画的速度,快得令人嗤鼻。

在这种灰得有点沉重的天气中,
很难令我能带着彩色的心情去感受世界。
走在落寞的街头,
陌生的人们行色匆匆,
是为了躲避逐渐变大的雨,
还是避免和他人有目光的接触。

就连云,
也灰沉得令人不忍凝望。

雨丝飘着飘着,
就进了眼里,
涩涩的,
和泪水很不一样。
是时候以泪来滋润微微发疼的眼吗?

脚步被坏天气拖得些许沉了。
叹息很自然地从嘴里溜了出来,
不自觉的感叹,
是否心想抒发一些压抑,
为主人除去一尘的忧愁?

雨丝变成了雨滴,
空气的潮湿已不能隐藏,
有点浊,
使呼吸开始不顺畅。
至少,
今天没有雷。

雨过天晴,
是必然的吗?