today is a day for me to remember. =)
today, is the last day of my common test.
this means that is the end of my boring revision=)
today, is the start of my 3 weeks holiday ^^
meaning that i can spend my days carefreely back in my 'beloved' home town. haha =p

but this is not all~

this is our plan at first, after the exams, we will go to eileen's house for a party.
however, due to some stuffs, we all decided to go elsewhere to feast. santhi and kasturi went to do some 'funny stuffs' as mentioned by sam, and they will meet us at the destination.
so we set off... all the way to marina sq there. we went to take a walk there b4 we finally decided to eat at seoul garden.
as usual, we enjoy ourself. time spent with friends are always fun. =)

in the middle of our feast, my friends started singing birthday song. actually i don't really know what is happening right there and almost want to sing along with them.
when i look at my friends, to my surprise, they are all facing me as they sing the song. haha. the birthday song was meant for me. haha, i am so slow to realise.

frankly speaking, i am almost shocked to death... really speechless...

right at the moment, i feel little bit touch. haha, is has been so long since i have this feeling again.

then the staffs at seoul grden bring out the birthdy cake. made a wish, shan't tell here, =p and fill the last part of my stomach with the rum-choco cake, is nice, but can'f finish all. >.<
this really surprise me. pleasant surprise. =)

this is their plan to celebrate an early birthday for me, since i'll be going bck to m'sia the very next day after the exam.
i really apprecite what they have done to make this day a special one for me. =)
they are so 'sweet'... =p haha, lucky to have them as friends.

thx a tonnes~
Eileen,Jingting,kaideng,kasturi,koonkit,nicole,sam,santhi,terrence,xinli.
u all make my day!!!

promise to remember to come back to singapore when sch reopens.
yea.

looking forward to go back home. miss everything back there.

and thx jt for the erliest birthday present i've ever received.(10th DEC)

i am a blessed person. ^o^
i hve to write all these down in order for me to rmb all the feelings i ever experienced. so that, next time, i can still have taste of what i feel in the past by reading back what i have written down. sometimes, things are meant to be remembered. =)

i realise that my blog is dying >.<
my posts are getting lesser and lesser...
=(
i will try to keep it alive, atleast try harder haha.

recently has set up a website, "spreemash.com"
pls go and have a visit k.
=) i will really appreciate it.

no sch today, staying at cousin's house for a week as auntie's house is under renovation.
hardly get use to this place =(

is has been confirmed that i will be going for oversea attachment next year, though i still don't know which country i am heading to.
there are a lot of things to do, a lot of forms to fill up before that. haiz...
so troublesome.

FYP topics came out last friday, need to choose the topic we want to do as our project.
however, according too one of our lecturer, the chances that we are going to get one of our first few choices are not high. zz
so, maybe we'll put the topic we want as the last few choices haha.
hope it works.

now working hard on the website our group set up. due to some technical stuffs, the website has not yet been open to all.
writting posts and finding contents can be hard sometimes... but i promise to put in the best effort i can. =)
sometimes, looking for contents can be quite aimless...
nvm, just slowly, i believe i CAN do it.

weekends passes by like breezes, before i can rest all my cells monday is here. >.< i really feel that i need more rest.




korea or china?

completed on 25 Oct


completed on 26 Oct


completed 2yrs ago


2 weeks had passed since sch reopened.
not too busy...yet.
will be going for a swim next wednesday if the weather is nice =)
enjoying life~

sch reopens tmr.
somehow, to my surprise, i a little bit looking forward to the new semester.
this shall be a good start right. =)
mon, wed, fri, lessons from 9am to 5pm... these are what i dread of. >.<
but look on the bright side, i got alternate days which i can go home early to rest or do whatever stuffs i wanna do.
haha

since too many things had happened recently, is a blessing that one can always see things positively.
i had been too pessimistic in the past.

hope mum will get well really soon.
she would get well in no time =) i believe.

first thing tmr is lab session. =)

it has been very very long time since my last post..
feel that i should post something.
so i try my best to recap what had happened around me these days. =p

some pics of the VIB~


had worked for a while in an ice-cream restaurant at the start of holiday.

encountered some unhappy stuffs.

have had a few reunions with qad and er.

have been taking care of the VIB at home for the time being.

waiting for sch to start now.

watching an old drama series on tudou.

bought a bangle after a veryvery long search.

received results and time table.

went for swimming a couple of times in sch.

have tanned skin now.

just paid one of the most expensive phone bill this year.

finally learn not to escape from things and ppl.

bought a colored contact lens that look weird on me.

shall be having another reunion te very next day.

learn lots of things this holiday.

dislike the new time table.

shall pamper myself with a new pair of shoes.

shall look forward to sch reopen instead of dreading over it.

VIB has given me some hard times by being extremely naughty.

i realise that VIB is devil in disguise.

had new air-con in my room that nearly freeze me to death when it was only at 25oc.

packed my cupboard and discard lots of rubbish.

help to clear my cousin's comic which needs to be carried away using a troley for 3 times.

a lot of things had happened. above are not in chronological order. =)
VIB is crying now, i need to attend to him...zz
that's all.

=))

today went to get my typhoid jab at somewhere near raffles place.
>.<
after injection, my arm feel numb and paralyse...
i don't even dare to move my arm. =(
even need JT to help me take out money from my wallet to pay for the jab. $18
i think my workplace will pay us back when we start working.
the manager havent called us yet, so wondering now... when would we start working.

bought a pair of white shoes right after that, shoes for work..

now my arm is still painful.
i can still feel the cold, sharp needle protruding my skin and went all the way in... cold yellowish liquid is then deposited inside my flesh.. >.<
ouch...
i hope i would never gonna experience this feeling again. NEVER!
=(

my lil sis is sick now, having fever as high as 39.9 degree C.
and she will be having her UPSR in a week time.
really worried for her, how is she going to do revision when she is sick. haiz.
get well soon...
the weather nowadays is very weird, high tendency of getting sick.
must really take good care eh.
my dad just recovered, and now is my sis. my mum sure is very tired going through all these, and too bad that i can't get back to m'sia to help out. atleast accompany them.
hope everything will be fine very soon.
the other thing is that, back in my hometown, there are a lot of cases of mosquitoes diseases. according to my mum, a resident area near my house, almost everyone got the disease. >.< this sounds so scary, but i don't know what can be done.
haiz... feeling helpless. =(

things aren't going very smoothly for me these days. and i m feeling kinda blue.





i miss them.
i miss home.

having exams now.
2 down, 2 to go...
but... having no mood to study.
blame it on olympics...
zz
-.-

it has been such a looooonngggg time since i last posted.
it has been such a even loooonger time i disappear from MSN.
haha, some ppl asked me:where hav u been these days?
actually nothing much, i am still here, sound and save =p
just that, i need some time for myself.

next week is study week for final exam.
i started my revision quite last minute... the others had their revisions 2 to 3 weeks ahead of mine...
no choice, i am always the slacker.. >.<
just hope that the exams topic wont be so difficult..

hm... shall summarise what i did these days before i forget...

last last week my japanese class had come to an end >.< , the lesson itself was enjoyable, and kaori sensei is a very nice teacher to be with.
just that her english is a little bit hard to understand =p

the follwing is one of the class photo we took at the last lesson. kaori sensei is at the left hand corner at the front row. =)
thanks to her, i finally know how to write my name in katakana.
my sis says the teacher is cute... haha


immediately after the jap lesson, i went to watch 'The Mummy 3' with friend. the action scenes and graphic were fantastic. is a worth-watching movie.
watched 'The Dark Knight' on some other day which i couldn't remember the day...now then i know Batman is such a rich guy (i mean in the movie itself) O.o but i don't like the ending of this movie.

what else.. my memory is failing me...zz

just watched the opening ceremony of Beijing Olympic. it was so massive!! only china has the ability to put so many ppl up in performances...
endless ppl...
indeed 'the grand opening' .

today woke up at 9+ and studied for hrs(ofcourse with breaks in between), and i am so proud of myself haha. so as to reward myself, i went to play games, then i got stick onto the pc screen...zz stuck infront of computer until now...
study not as hard, play the hardest...this is the best to describe the situation that i am in now. =.=
and the worst thing is.. i havent started any revision on the killer subject..
ccta is really a killer, i merely able to pass the test last time..
but don't know why, i got a B+ for my 60% CA... i thought i will get a C...
another killer will be DBG, zz a lot of scientific terms to memorise.
MMB, due to CT2, i managed to finish revised half of it ^^
Immuno, will need to have another sleepless nights to finish it off...
2nd yr of poly is indeed much harder.
and i have slacked too much.

oversea-attachment, i want to go for that next year...
but out of 200+ students, only 30 will be able to go.
the chance of getting it is so low.. >.<
but still i am going to apply for it, test my luck...

>.< my back is so stiff now.
think i am getting old....
haiz.

i cant wait for my exam to end...
there are a few events going on after exam. =)
and i need a job. -.-
i think i need a job..

this one suppose to be a very very long post as i promised myself earlier.
too bad i can't think of anything else to say.
as my sis says, blog serves as a digital diary.
aleast, the next time i come back to read my thoughts one day, i will know how i felt and what i did and what happened that particular day.

gotta go.

i m bored~
=.=
now waiting for time to pass, got nothing to do, thus came in to kill some time.
later on got japanese class, got reading test.
after that still have to go for shooting.(hope i wont be encoutering unhappy matters like last week i did.)
will be home after 10pm.
will be extremely tired.
will fall dead immediately i touch my comfy bed.
every single day is the same throughout. nothing special, nothing interesting, nothing to look forward to.
haiz...

i so dread going to school when i think of the crowded busses i gonna take.
i shouldn't have sounded so blue.

add in some random pics~

this is the new creation of nicole and i. is little 'sweet'-man... haha, is not because that he is sweet-looking.. is that---his little head was mango-flavored sweet. =p
body is staple.

its head is only half a cm...that's y is called little 'sweet'-man.



the lecture hall was freaking cold that day ~.~
and due to that, we'd decided to make a little clothes for it out of paper(cos no other material>.<) haha.
satisfied with the outcome =P

however, after a while, the head started to melt...
there goes our lil 'sweet'-man...
=.=
i know i was lame...

went to Botak Jones at Clementi for lunch yesterday during our 4hrs break.
the serving size was real huge xP
felt bloated after that, and don't even need to take dinner later on. xD
overall the food there was nice. =) i like the cheese & fries.. haha oh ya.. love the coleslaws there. =p

sam's order,the sausage is enormous O.o.

my order.. =p
after the heavy lunch, we went back to sch, book a project room and i started sleeping z.z


today only got 3hrs of sch.
go to watch Red Cliff with JT immediately after sch =)
the movie itself is great, with Takeshi acting in make the movie FANTASTIC.. haha
the movie is worth watching, believe me =p
i can't wait for the second part to come out. >.<
lovin' it :)))

yesterday shooting session really pissed me off >.<
we'd waited dreadfully for 2 long hours and we only got to hold the rifle and shoot for merely 20mins..
the leader there said that the shooting sequence is on 1st come 1st serve basis, and he didn't see us, thus we had to wait for the 2nd round. the problem was that, all along we're waiting there...
>.< kinda angry with the leader.
because of him, i reached home at 10+pm, and fell dead immediately when i touched my bed.

...

today, my friend received presents from a guy.
it was so sweet =)
haha, guess what.
he gave her a ferrari car model, a touch pad i-pod and a box full of paper-crane.
the box of cranes really is sweet ;p i think there still got some little present deep inside the box.
nowadays, for a guy to fold a box full of cranes is becoming extremely rare.
i've heard that the guy likes my friend since last year.
haha.

...

my class is full of laughter =D
having 'cheek-sore' because of that.. =.=

is all over~ ^o^
what a relieve~
so relaxing~ =)
cant help smiling=P

haha, a little bit too over-exaggerated.
haha=p
cant help it. :)
:) ;) |) =) =P

i can now focus on things that i want to do but did not have time to touch on.
finally.
yea...

after tmr, i will be having a great load off my shoulders.
2 major projects due tmr, meaning 2 presentations in one go.
the worst thing ever is, my teammate still havent send the slides she did to me...
wat an irresponsible leader. i am really fed up with her.
sometimes, u really need to take the innitiative to do ur part of the job instead of letting others telling u wat u got to do.
somemore she is the leader.
instead of her leading us, we got to chase her for her slides.
i am sick with this.
this is not the first time already.
this is suppose to be group work, not pair work or individual work.
>.<
really stress up.
i have told myself not to get agitated over this.
we still got a lot of chances to work as a group together.
i dun wan to make a dim and cause difficulties in projects in future.
ok.
ok, fine.

haiz.
having a bad time.
didn't go to sch. due to my laziness.
i am being too lazy these days.
longing for friday.
my mum will come to sg on fri.=)
she gonna visit my uncle who is hospitalised.
then i can atleast ease my homesickness for a little bit.
the thought of seeing m mum make me smile =)

went to sam's sec sch, had a small talk with the teacher there about the presentation we are going to have on thurs.
we are going to 'educate' sec4 students there on HIV and our body immune system cells, haha. hope it will turn out well.
thus need to bribe the students there first, =p
getting a good feed back from them is neccesary for the 8 of us to get a better grade.
got to reach the sch before 7.30am, in time for the flag raising ceremony. i havent done that for decades....how i miss the good old time in sec sch.
hm... kinda ealy. shan't complain since we should be grateful as the sch allow such opportunity for us.

ccta project takes forever to finish... need to rush.
after next wednesday, everything will be over and i think i'll be on cloud nine by then. nowadays, i have only very little time for myself, and i seriously want to have some enjoyment & entertainment for myself.is not alot right?
=(

tmr will have to disect our lab mice.
looking forward to the experiment.

everything will be over soon~

had a bad gastric this morning =(
my bad...


tmr will be starting my first jap lesson, hope it'll be fun. =)
and finally can have a good nice sweet rest, as tmr lesson will be starting at 1pm =p
have been so tired since the first day of sch.
busy life~
things are rushing.
trying to catch up with time.
longing for friday. =p

乘搭着巴士回家的路上，
窗外的风景飞快地向后奔驰。
换画的速度，快得令人嗤鼻。

在这种灰得有点沉重的天气中，
很难令我能带着彩色的心情去感受世界。
走在落寞的街头，
陌生的人们行色匆匆，
是为了躲避逐渐变大的雨，
还是避免和他人有目光的接触。

就连云，
也灰沉得令人不忍凝望。

雨丝飘着飘着，
就进了眼里，
涩涩的，
和泪水很不一样。
是时候以泪来滋润微微发疼的眼吗？

脚步被坏天气拖得些许沉了。
叹息很自然地从嘴里溜了出来，
不自觉的感叹，
是否心想抒发一些压抑，
为主人除去一尘的忧愁？

雨丝变成了雨滴，
空气的潮湿已不能隐藏，
有点浊，
使呼吸开始不顺畅。
至少，
今天没有雷。

雨过天晴，
是必然的吗？

i screwed up my mmb common test.
kinda depressed.
but i deserved this.
no mood even to talk.

for the following tests, i swear to do my best, is a little too late though.
have been a slacker for too long, is time to wake up.

a lot of distractions and hindrance, well, all are excuses.
i don't need excuses, neither do i need consolation.
just give me a smile, and i'll appreciate it, i promised.

the VIB(very-imporatant-baby) in the house. very naughty..




taken during the field trip to a place call something like "Biopolis" building.. cant rmb the name>.< my pathetic short-term memory... it was only yesterday.

my immuno lab lecturer withdrew some blood sample from one of the lab mice for sampling, i think he took a little too much of the blood. causing the poor mice being "paralised", >.< i don't know if it is ok by now. it was not moving at all after the piercing. >.<
hope it'll recover. the lecturer said it was the first time he encountered this situation, he is a vet.

"it is a very good oppotunity for u all to practice withdrawing blood, u'll have to do it sooner or later..."
this is what he said. is kinda true actually.

pract test for ccta was such a rush, we were racing with time...
luckily i managed to finish the whole thing.
but i don't think will score good marks... =( there goes my 10%...
i find it quite unfair, every classes had different pract paper.
other classes all had a 5pages paper while ours were 6pages.
is unfair!!!
=.=
was over, though.





my life is too plain, too bland, where are the seasonings?
>.<
bored.
sianz.

have had a long day.
having toothache due to the growing of my wisdom, i seriously don't know how long it need to pop out totally from my gum... painful >.<
having headache due to toothache...

had a presentation during practical today.
will be having common test very soon... =(

quite a number of pics for this post =p

this is my sis and my dinner~
guess what is that.. =p
btw, that is onion, bacon, tomato.... and grape...(actually grapes are not suppose to be one of the ingredients... but then, we decided to try what will the dish turn out to be.. haha)


stir frying~ hm... smells nice.. =p
really =)



before it is overcooked, pasta sauce added in~
=)
look like curry to me...






tadaa~ finally served onto plate ^^
my home-made, own recipe pasta(with grapes)...
luckily it tastes delicious, =p haha
so proud of myself...




--*--*--


went to far east shopping the whole afternoon. burn a large hole in my pocket >.<
but nevermind, sg great sale is not always there...
below are the clothes my sis and i bought. =)
we've decided to change the style of our wardrobe.


closer look...


belongs to my sis... i got a pair that is black in color.. hers are brown..
buy 1 free 1 mah...
haha


rings and necklace... =)
lovin' it~
=p

whole body aching now with every single move i take. =(
the reason is due to--- i had not been exercise for ages~

yesterday, went to work out at clementi sports complex with JT & nicole.
pedal non-stopped for 30mins immediately after 1hr of badminton. feeling contented though totally drained.. =)
but in the end, i only lose abt 100g of weight... *&*)!#^$^$(@!$*@

if possible, i hope that i can train up my body constantly, so that i can manage to pass my napfa in my third year. but i doubt so, cos i am always too lazy =p
haha.

exam is just around the corner, i have done not yet a single revision.

went to westmall with my sis to watch the japanese movie 'accuracy of death / sweet rain'
takeshi kaneshiro as the leading actor, who is a grim reaper.
the storyline is well written, and i like the feeling the movie itself had given me.
=)
moreover, takeshi is so so great looking, time doesn't seems to leave any traces on his face.
like the grim reaper's hands =p.
really nice show, the movie ticket is worth well jus looking at takeshi. =p

i can swear... he is the most good-looking grim reaper i ever see =p haha

《憾〉

当时间让事物瞬间清楚

当泪水让心灵霎那明亮

终于明白

攥紧的拳头 总得松开


当失落让心情变得沉重

当冷漠让一切变得不同

终于了解

遗憾 也能是美的另一种诠释

feeling heavy-hearted, though i already know this is going to turn out like this at the very beginning.

my MMB lecturer was really pathetic today.
she has been feeling unwell for the past few days, she's having bad diahoerrea and vormiting. and yet, for our sake, she came for lecture.
she said, she put plastic bag beneath her butt in order not to disgrace herself infront of ppl. haha, obviously this is another joke of hers... xD
she looked so pale today. hope she can get well soon.
hm.. i wonder if she is infected with the samonella strain we used in our lab.


when i was scribbling some nonsense with sam during lecture, i discovered i had forgotten a lot of chinese characters!!! >.<
feeling a lttle bit depress...
then i promised myself to write some chinese stuffs to prevent my chinese from becoming more rusty.
i shall have some chinese posts now and then from now onwards, if not zz...


went home wif 25cents left in my wallet, the poorest ever. haha, fortunately it is weekend already. long weekend, ^^, can sleep in late, wake up late, play games, take afternoon nap, do whatever i like.





one of the things we like to do in class due to boredom.
during Finacial Statement lecture, we were too bored. nicole decided to create a cute 'creature' out of xiao man tou this is wat it looked like. =)

hair grew~ haha spiky hairstyle =p so cute...

however, after taking some photo taking sessions and passing the little 'creature' around, it started to protest silently by self-destruction... zz

the end of the short life of little 'creature'. RIP... we got to find a grave for it to stay. >.<

there are many more nonsense things i've done in sch...
=p
if not i'd be already bored to death thousands times in lecture.

cashless
moodless
emotionless

hate sbs, their service is bad, buses intervals are damn long, and the buses are always so packed in the morning.
seriously ruin my day from that. zz
i m really annoyed by their service, so as my friends.
cant they jus shorten the intervals time, so that the passengers will be on time for class/work/whatever and need not wait for too long, is really a waste of time waiting for buses. zzz
haiz.

longing for the arrival of the long weekend.

yesterday was a long day~

wake up at 8am, went to bukit batok there for shooting lesson.=) for the first time knowing that air rifle is so heavy!(4.2kg) pistol is better, but still consider quite weighty when holding with one hand.
is really fun. =) lovin' it~ haha

after that, went to causeway point for a movie with JT. Hensel and Gretel. actually we wanted to watch superhero, but then there wasn't any session during that period of time. haha, the movie was quite nice. =)
overspent this week... (maybe i should say every week >.<)

reached home at 7+pm. then went out again for dinner. 文礼楼. a total of 15ppl,all relatives decided to dine together don't know for what occasion.

finally home at almost 11pm. my eyes feel so dry due to long period of time wearing contact lens. >.<
blah~ just some random post again.

like this sentence =p:
God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft
before the masterpiece.

2nd year is actually not as busy as the 1st year was. =) starting to enjoy the poly life~
2M01, i never know that such strong bond is existing within our class, until now. haha. fun things are happening, friends are getting closer.
is a good start i believe. =)


below are 2pics of our class lab mice. taken when i was on duty to clean their cages.(actually photography is 'strictly' prohibited in lab =p)

end of first week of second year. i think i should summarise all dat happened before i forget...

monday:
having 2 lab practicals, overall of 6hours, then followed by a 2hours lecture.
Developmental Biology & Genetics (DBG) practical was interesting, we got to look at fruitflies under microscope after they had been forced to take a nap. =) for the first time of my life, i finnaly understand y compound eyes r called by this term.>.<
for Medical Microbiology, the pract was not that exciting, the lecturer herself was the funny part. she was from Pakistan. a cute lady haha.

tuesday:
the most relaxing day of the week. lecture started from 9am, ended at 11am.

wednesday:
Immunology pract was the first thing in the morning. we were introduced to our lab mice. they r about only 5cm small, few weeks old according to our Vet lecturer. they r cute, white body, long tail, and red-eyed. the sad thing is... they r destinied to sacrifice in lab even before they r born. T.T got to try not to get too emotionally attach to them.
Cell culture and Tissue Application (CCTA), had a boring lecturer again...zz

after lessons were over, had to stay back to attend th shooting club briefing, ended at 7pm.

thursday:
IS day~ the most annoying part was that i totally don't know Financial Statement module is actually related to Accounting. zzz
luckily, this module is non-exam module, no quizes too. only 5 assignments carrying 20% of marks each. haha easy to score A for this module, jus that u hav to plead the lecturer for answer =p

friday:
whole day lectures...
our class had decided to make this day as "picnic day". each of us bring some snacks to sch to share, so that we can last through the day without meeting zhou. but yet, i met zhou as soon as the third lecture started. z.z

went for karate briefing, and found out that this sport is not suitable for a person as lazy as i m. >.<
=.= my friend told me: capricorns r lazy, don't u know?
i dedcided to agree with what she said at the moment. =)

bad day x(

wasted abt half day installing the chemsketch for my written assignment... but it ended to be unsuccessful.
dizzy...
headache...
sadded...

dada & nana, the 2 hamsters=) my sis took this picture when they are eating happily. actually both of them are the youngster of my lucky$money back in singapore. ^^




baby squirels... residing in my house now. they hust finished their milk =p sound asleep. they like to sleep in this position haha. so cute, waiting for them to open their little eyes~




the sky seems so clear, and the clouds look so unrealistic to me, like a piece of paiting haging high up in the sky. pleasure to the eyes =)




papaya's flowers. releasing a special fragrance~ i put then in my dad's car for a while, and the whole car had this special scent. sweet sweet smell~ hm.....




lately got a bit fed up with myself...zz as no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't set up the google ads into my blogs...>.< wat a computer idiot i m.
nvm, i'll try again later, =.= hope success wont be to far this time.
just when i m writing this, my 2 birds are having singing contest with "stray birds" from outside. their singing are so unique, they have different songs depend on their moods. haha. =p
the songs are beautifully sang~


alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5183812395741312434" /> the pic is not very clear =( they are my family birds. taking a perfect photo of them is a real challenge. singers of our house =p

can guess wat is dat little black thing on my palm? =)

cant guess? here's another pic.


two of them! haha, i noe is hard to guess. u got to believe, those tiny-miny creatures are baby squirels. =)the pics r quite blurry,>.< they r really cute in real life. their fur is soft, and very densely growth. those creatures should be newly born baby, as their eyes still remain closed. =)


this is my family cat, in his weirdest posture.


i never see a cat that is lazier than this one. =.=


my primary sch in msia many yrs ago. nothing has changed.=) now is my yougest sis' sch. the sch building differs lots from sg's. single storey, surrounded by green scenery. the air is so fresh in the morning. definitely a very gd place for learning. =) how i miss the gd old days...

argh!!!
written assignment still havent touch.

today is good Friday. i cant understand why msian chinese sch students still need to go to sch when malays sch student don't.
funny right.
as a result, woke up at 6.50am today, sent off my youngest sis to sch, then we are off to buy fish.
my parents buy fish at fish market near the sea. below are some pictures i took around that area.

these are the fisherman boat.





calm sea clean sky cool breezes.

the weather is humid here in msia. yesterday, it rained heavily for whole day, and because of that, the sun is not so scotching today.
went to a tiny-mini farm next to a temple near my house, and dug some tarpioca haha, quite fun.


my mum is going to make some delicious tarpioca cake with that later on=p

together with my parents, we visited the vege-farm. my mum always buy vege at this place. =)



nice scenery at this place, it would be nice if i hav a farm...



they are still so tiny now... in 2weeks time, they will be served as hot fried 'kang kong' on our dinning tables...



this little kitty followed me wherever i go when i was in the farm.she likes my legs a lot...zz >.< so scared that i would accidentally step on it... she was cute, if i don't already hav a cat at home, i would take her as another pet. =)



taken this pic just outside a temple near my house. it was still earliy in the morning.



typical m'sia streets.


somehow i find that the life here is simpler... and more relaxing.

O.o haha...
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interview did turn out to be a successful one.
but my mum jus wont allow me to take dat job....>.<
she said the working hours are too late for me,as a gal,to take...
haiz... watever..
7pm to 10+pm.... reach home will be around 12... dat's the reason.
as a result, i'll be following my mum back to msia to spend some of my holidays.
and oso for me to take a gd rest.
so tired lately.

i wont go back for too long...
cos leaving my second sis alone here in sg isn't very nice.

having an interview tmr, hope everythings will turn out to be jus fine.
looking for a job is so hard...zz
cant understand why short-term emplyees are not welcomed. >.<
anyway, i'm looking forward to tmr.
however, i m not sure whether they want ppl who can work for at most 1mth...

so many things are happening around me lately, having a hard time to cope with, and feeling a bit tired.
emotionally tired. =_=

written assignment is such a pain.
somehow regreted to take up dat "CHEMISTRY" which the lecturer claimed to be the lecture equivalent to 1st yr of universuty.
zz... the lectures are too hard, understanding wat the lecturer is saying is an even harder task.

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try dis if interested, haha=p
i find dis quite attractive....
by reading advertisement emails, u can earn money.
though is not much, but still worth a try since it is absolutely free =)

looking for a job~

is a bliss to be able to sleep until noon..=)

yesterday my sis asked me a strange question: is capricorn ppl get sorethroat easily?
i was like =.= -_-.... zz
hm... i really went to think abt her lame qns... i got sorethroat quite often, my frien who is a capricorn is having sorethroat now... anyway, i dun think sorethroat got to do wif dis.
my sis and i always hav some strange conversation going on...b4 we drifted off to meet lao zhou.
we like to talk nonsense most of the time.


my tarot says: King of Pentacles

gd things come not from talking but taking actions.

=)) there is a much more deeper meaning in dis.
u brightened my day~

life cant be a bed of roses, even if it is, not to forget dat roses hav thorns, many thorns. (i wonder how many thorns r there in a bed of roses)
therefore, u can always expect ups and downs monthly,weekly or even daily.

有时候，会觉得生活平淡无味甚至没意思，身边的人也不了解自己，一个人活得有点累，就连抬头看到的天空也是灰色的。
然后，因为身边的人们的不谅解，渐渐的开始把自己隔离开来，慢慢的在不自觉的情况下封锁了自己。在周围建了一堵无形的墙，连自己都不清楚墙又多高,有多厚，有多大的范围。
躲在围墙里，期待着有一天会有人能明白自己。时间久了越等越心灰意懒，内心的压抑得不到释放，唯有让眼泪一遍又一遍地濡湿了脸颊。
更难受的是，在别人的面前还必须强颜欢笑，掩饰自己心里的伤痕却在角落里独自舔伤。这个时候，眼角里的漠然，正吞噬着世界一切的美好，再美好的景物也会被那日渐成长的漠然扭曲成一片凄凉。
就因为自己的不幸，开始了怨天尤人的游戏，妒嫉别人获得的被认同，而同情自己的被遗忘。
内心的难受已依法不可收拾。当泪水掉落的声音只有自己听到的时候是何等的孤寂。
以上我有切肤的感受，曾几何时it filled my diary...

后来，时间让我领悟。身边的人不曾了解自己，而自己本身有尝试过去了解身边的人吗？
当抱怨着不被体谅的同时有没有想象过自己需要的是怎么样的体恤。
我发觉，只有自己才能明白自己想要什么，要别人当自己的蛔虫不是太强人所难了。
对了，在建围墙的时候是否忘记建一扇门？把自己隔离开来却没把藏钥匙的地方让别人知道，没给别人线索去开那扇门，等多久都将一无所获。
当躲在围墙里拒人于千里之外时，难过的不仅是自己，痛入心扉的何尝不是把自己拉拔长大的至亲。他们没说，没有显示，也没有表示，可我相信，他们掩饰情感的功夫比我们更出神入化，独自舔着无法想象的巨大伤口。而孩子的不体谅，也往往在那伤口上洒上了盐。回想起来，以前的我太让父母担心了。
每个人都有自己的烦恼，所以有时候忽略了一些事清、甚至忽略了孩子，这时候身为孩子该做的不应该是抱怨他们，而是给父母适当的提醒。
一些事情发生了并不能马上就解决了。受过时间的洗礼，将能更全面地看到问题的症结。
其实，有时候让人捉摸不透，也是一种生活乐趣。

而我，也用了一年的时间。

ignorant is bliss... so is being simpler... atleast try to be.

jus came back to sg.=(

spending CNY wif my family back home is always an exciting event to me. =)
although every year we r doing the same thing.
this year, my dad bought a 3m long fire-crackers(is illegal to possess)and lighted it up on the first day, the crackling sounds were so loud and all our neighbours came to take a look, haha.

on the third day, we went to 'seremban'(fu rong)watched cj7=)))
quite a nice movie, but the ending is a bit sad to me...

on the fifth day, it was an unbelievable day to me.
i was still sleeping 'early' in the morning(abt 11+), then someone pressed our doorbell.
my sis kept yelling to me dat someone was looking for me. i was like O.o,as i noe no one there..
at last i still hurried out to meet him...
to my (most)shocking+surprise, he was my classmates long long long time ago when i was still studying in m'sia.
9yrs ago... we've not seen each other for dat long! it jus felt so strange.

after a short while of chi-chat, my classmates organised a visit to our primary sch teacher's house.
hoping on one if the car, surprisingly, i realised dat i can still rmb every each of their names ^^
thus, a total 10 of us, went shopping to buy a present for our teacher b4 going to visit her. =)
talking to them again after so many yrs is so weird... all were so young back in the time, and now, we r all 20. all has changed a lot, yet their personalities r still quite the same. seeing them brought back a lot of memmories, how i wish i can travel back in time. x)
many of them r working right now, some still studying, mst of them have left their hoemtown and gone to other parts of m'sia.
>.<
finally arrived at teacher's house.
my classmates decided to tick our teacher by saying dat he has brought his gf to visit her(which was 'me'), our teacher could not recognise me, and she came up to shake my hands. =P hha.
after my identity being exposed, we all had a gd chat abt the past.

being wif them make me feel young =p haha (i m the youngest among all the classmates), this kind of feelings has long been 'burried' =(

and now, back in sg, normal life resumes, start doing the same old thing.
like my poly teacher said--90% of life is misery.
is it true? haha, it depends on how u live ur life. =]

starting to miss home already...

going back to my hometown later~
got to reunion wif my dearest family soon=)
it has been so long since we last parted, and i'm longing to see my parents so much.
pray hard dat later will not stuck in the traffic jam, which i think most propably will. zz
nah, at least i m going home no matter wat^^
is like a lot of ppl returning to their hometowns at this period if time, i still haven gotten my tickets for coming back to sg...so is a one-way ticket to my hometown, haha. i m getting a bit crappy now, zz because i m excited :) so jus bear wif me.
=) =) =) =) =)
jus completed the info-tech presentation, surprisingly the lecturer told us dat it was pretty well-done. O.o, i thought our group will barely get a passing grade at most. haha, atleast we did it^^ is tough for an IT idiot like me to do IT stuffs, and it was so technical as mention by my "qing ai de". glad to mention that my mcq for IT got 38/40, haha=p i should credit JT for scoring dis.
2 practical exams r over too~
cellbio pract seems to be a wriiten test rather than a practical,zz.
organic-chem,test for the unknown food sample, is kinda obvious since i m lucky enough to get a milk sample which has a disticnt 'milk-color', somemore it is soyabean milk which can be so easily identified simply wif a sniff. =.=
glad that is all over~ ^^ (though final exams r after CNY..)

my cousin has come to sg to celebrate CNY, but i m going back home... haha, gd luck to him, hope dat he wont be bore to tear when he was surrounded by a group of aunties(my aunties), =p, jus a casual remark.
wat else.... hm...

oh ya, yesterday's news abt the maid abusing baby really shocked me... poor baby of only 2mths got butally, cruelly abuse by the stupid maid...>.<
how could she do such a thing on such a cute and defendless baby.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ot22xZqLMMI
there r 6 parts to dis video which was recorded by the parents of the baby victim, wat a heartache to the mother after she watched her maid abusing her baby on the cctv... =(
the morale behind this incident is that--- never never never to let a maid to look after ur baby when u r not at home.
really a sad case, hope that the baby is all well.

ifotech presentation is such a pain =(

life's getting busier and more tiring.every day doing the same old things again and again, and i m extremely bored to death with my uneventful life. i couldn't help but to think dis way. =(

second semester is passing by like a gust of wind, i m jus merely able to catch itstail before time abandon me... a long rest would be the best remedy i think.
so looking forward to CNY. miss my parents and home so much. haha, i miss my parents dreadfully whenever i m feeling down, this is me.=p

tmr again another long day for me, homework not done, projects incomplete, presentationnot yet prepared. many things not yet fulfilled, time continues to fly by. scary...
but still, life has to go on whether like it or not. haha, my post is so so so random today. jus wanna spill my thoughts. =.=

You Were There (nice song, =), sweet too)
I guess you heard, I guess you know

In time I'd have told you, but I guess I'm too slow.

And it's overly romantic but I know that it's real

I hope you don't you mind if I say what I feel.It's like I'm in somebody else's dream,This could not be happening to me.

(Chorus)

But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen.

You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.

I was alone.

I opened my eyes and you were there.

Don't be alarmed, no don't be concerned.

I don't want to change things

leave them just as they were.

I mean nothing's really different

It's me who feel strange.

I'm always lost for words when someone mentions your name.

I know I'll get over this for sure

I'm not the type who dreams there could be more.

(Chorus)

But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen.

You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.

I was alone.

I opened my eyes and you were there.

Can I take your smile home with me,or the magic in your hair?

The rain has stopped, the storm has passed

Look at all the colors now the sun's here at last.

I supposed that you'll be leaving but I want you to know

Part of you stays with me even after you go.

Like an actor playing someone else's scene

This could not be happening to me.

But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen.

You woke me up from this long and empty sleep.

I was alone.

I opened my eyes and no, I'm not alone, I'm not alone.

I opened my eyes and you were there.

Dracula vs Vampire

wat's the difference?

happy BD to JT (12/jan) , JX (13/jan), BY (14/jan), haha consecutively, wat a coincidence =)
jus then i discovered i noe quite a handful of ppl who r january babies. including my qiang ai de as well as my youngest sis, their BD is differ of only one day. =)

life seems to be getting more and more busy nowadays... especially the footpace of the final exam is getting near.
looking forward to wednesday... hav 5hrs break ^^ which is more than enough for us to sneak out the sch and catch a movie haha. =p

yesterday was the first day of sch of new term, and i was literally sleeping throughout all the lectures... i jus couldnt adjust....
fell dead almost immeadiately after i reached home at 7+pm yesterday, was a long day.(8-6pm)

today integrated project presentation was a real disaster though i hav already expected it. the lecturer doesnt like us, trying to "find bones in the egg" is her habit towards the 3 of us. whenever i looked into her eyes during the presentation, she gave me the "bu xie" look which annoyed me so much. wth.... i think there goes our marks for cell bio... =.=
the morale of this story is dat.... never ever offend a lecturer who can send u to hell by controlling ur marks. doomed.
lecturers can be so bias sometimes...

sleepy...zzz