Friday, March 30, 2007

family zoo~

yesterday night, before my sister and i went to sleep, we had dis funny chat abt the number of animals(including insects...ect) we hav had before.... our speech went on like dis..(in cantonese, i translated into english^^)


chin(my sis): jie ar, u rmb how many creatures we had kept as 'pet' before?
me: i dun rmb how many, but a lot....(thinking)
chin: let's count bah.
so we went off to really count our previous 'pets' ....
me: let's see...hm... y not we talk abt the warm blooded first.(u hav to believe)
chin: chics, duckling, kittens doggys, birds, hamsters...still got mah? (take note of the "s", is true)
me: still got squirrel.... though we had it for only one week....
chin: then cold blooded de, ur turn to say, say insects first hor.
me: we got.... ants, crickets, grasshoppers, spiders, caterpillars, butterfly(caterpillar turned into de), meal worms, mosquitoes...haha, oh ya earthworm, anymore?
chin: no more le bah... then we still got fishes(many kinds), prawns, tortoises, aiyo dunnoe still got wat lah....
me: not a live de included or not?
chin: which one?
me: rmb? we got "rear" mercury before, in a glass bottle, dat time we still small, and we r so silly dat we fed mercury wif water.....>< chin: oh ya, nearly forgotten.... haha

***edit---some 'pets' to add on: praying mantis, tadpoles, frogs, snails, lizards....

dat's our conversation last night, haha. now in my home in M'sia, we r still keeping a dog, a duck, a bird, a tortoise, 2 hamsters, many fishes....
my dad always says our home is a zoo, which....hm... i dun agree, i wan more animals...heehee


i noe some ppl will be scared of us due to our strange interests...>< i noe my family is odd, as my parents never forbid us from rearing all kinds of strange animals...... maybe my parents r oso animals lovers..^^
haha.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

back again...
feeling so sianz now..zzz.zzz.zzz~
btw dunnoe how is LY now..>< she has been very distressed for the past few days, i m really worried abt her. T.T hope she'll be fine soon. most of all, jus be simple minded---dun think too much. ^.^


sch is starting soon, i m feeling increasingly nervous...~_~ ( i think most ppl will be feeling the same way as i m bah.) i afraid dat i cant make new friens....><>< the feeling is damn bad, so helpless....
the feeling of loneliness, hm.... i m the person dat cant live without friens....>< T.T


cant think of anything else to say now.... bb

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

...

i m bored...super bored...*yawn~
everyday has the same routine, nth to look forward to. someone told me dis is life, but cant i jus add some seasoning to it? haiz...
sometimes i will wonder---wat's the reason for us to be in dis world, but till now i still haven discovered the reasons.


ppl say life is full of uncertainties, dat makes life interesting...
izzit true?

Monday, March 26, 2007

jus a moment of feelings

《落叶》


落叶
可以回到树上吗……
悲伤
可以轻易淡忘吗……

落叶纷飞
是谁把过去散落……
满地伤残
又是谁把回忆遗忘……

Thursday, March 22, 2007

3 hrs in...

wah.... wat a long time i haven been here..><
so many things happened, since i last came in.


recently, i hav been sick for one full week. T.T running high fever all the time, day and night... dis time de record was 39.6, much lower than previous record, hahaXD
for the first 5 days, the world seemed to be whirling around me, i slept the whole day, woke up only to hav some food in order to eat my medicine.... felt lke----living in the hell.
my mum got so worried dat she came out to s'pore to take care of me personally, i really was touch.>.<><


i had visited 2 clinics, but my fever was so stuborn dat it refused to get away..><
then, my mum and my auntie decided to bring me to hospital.....OMG~~~ i hate dis!!!


i was sent to the hospital for a blood test and X-ray in order to find the root of my prolonged fever....>< damn... i hate needles poking through my skin....
the needles were damn thick, and i hav 2 of them poked into my veins on both of my hands><
forget to mention, i got a jab on my butt oso #@%&^#*@!#%!!@$@@*^$WTH....


then the nurse pushed me on wheelchair to changing room, i nid to change into dis weird looking
robe for an X-ray, and god, i had to remove my b-- infront of the nurse!!! well it was the first time i undressed infront of a stranger.....T.T
lucky the X-ray process was done within a few mins time...
oh ya, b4 the X-ray, i was given 2 packets of drips.... on the packet it reads----sodiun chloride...xxx
i was thinking, y the doctor dun giv me some salty water to drink instead of dripping the NaCl solution into my veins.... and by doing dat he let me suffer..><


though all those were painful, my fever did subside, i spent 3hrs in the hospital was better than the medicine i took for 1 week.....>< the cost was quite cheap oso... $60 + $19 =$79
while the clinic fees $29 + $46 =$75....


and oso i got to see 'things' dat cant be seen outside hospital ~..~ bloody scenes..... i saw someone wif his fingers heavily bandaged, but his bandage still soaked in blood... the strange thing was, he still smilling...~..~
i saw a man in his working suit, he injured his eyes(probably from work), the man is in his 40 bah, he cried when he told his wife he couldn't see..>< wat a sad story....haiz.


ok dat's the end... bye