jus a few mins to new yr, but i m seriously not looking forward to it.
time has flown by faster than the wind, but wat hav i done? ntg, ntg indeed.
been slacking for the long while.
and i really dun like the sickening lazy me.
new year 2008.
dis is scary.....
Monday, December 31, 2007
Monday, December 24, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Saturday, December 8, 2007
my cousin jus gav birth to a baby boy today, the baby is so small yet so cute =)
went to hospital jus now, my cousin is really pale after giving birth, her pain lasted for more than 24hrs b4 the baby coming out...>.<
due to the pain, my cousin was having a slight fever during her birth... lucky the doc said dat the fever doesnt matter much...
the feeling is strange, seeing my cousin wif her newborn, is like, suddenly a whole new individual pop out out of nowhere.... i cant explain the feeling, but it jus feel strange to me.. hha
my cousin's husband seems so excited, he keeps telling us dat his baby is very cute^^ and keeps mentioning dat how tough the birth is to my cousin, from these, i noe he really dotes his wife.
glad dat all r well for them, their family is complete wif the newborn. =)
....
i jus sent my hamster back to his home b4 i m writing dis.. he escape from his cage and run all the way to my room to visit me. haha, lucky dat i saw him, if not i'll be frantically searching for him the next day. naughty hamster... maybe he jus miss me too much aha =P.
studying for common test... which is next week.
cell bio is really a lot to cover, and the things jus couldnt get into my mind.
i m jus finish reading through the notes given, but reading through wont help me to memorise...
lots of things r happening nowadays, i afraid dat i wont be able to cope...
proteins, lipids, carbohydrates, DNA, RNA, carbonyl, hydroxyl, carboxyl, hydrocarbons etc etc u all driving me crazy!!!
at least u r there. r u referring to me?
went to hospital jus now, my cousin is really pale after giving birth, her pain lasted for more than 24hrs b4 the baby coming out...>.<
due to the pain, my cousin was having a slight fever during her birth... lucky the doc said dat the fever doesnt matter much...
the feeling is strange, seeing my cousin wif her newborn, is like, suddenly a whole new individual pop out out of nowhere.... i cant explain the feeling, but it jus feel strange to me.. hha
my cousin's husband seems so excited, he keeps telling us dat his baby is very cute^^ and keeps mentioning dat how tough the birth is to my cousin, from these, i noe he really dotes his wife.
glad dat all r well for them, their family is complete wif the newborn. =)
....
i jus sent my hamster back to his home b4 i m writing dis.. he escape from his cage and run all the way to my room to visit me. haha, lucky dat i saw him, if not i'll be frantically searching for him the next day. naughty hamster... maybe he jus miss me too much aha =P.
studying for common test... which is next week.
cell bio is really a lot to cover, and the things jus couldnt get into my mind.
i m jus finish reading through the notes given, but reading through wont help me to memorise...
lots of things r happening nowadays, i afraid dat i wont be able to cope...
proteins, lipids, carbohydrates, DNA, RNA, carbonyl, hydroxyl, carboxyl, hydrocarbons etc etc u all driving me crazy!!!
at least u r there. r u referring to me?
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
IT test was a disaster!!! if answers were not provided by my friend's bro, i think i would hav failed very badly.
some egs:
eg1. Henry Tan bought a notebook in NP for his coursework at LSCT. The computer is one with standard specifications - 1.87GHz Intel Core 2 Duo CPU, 120GB IDE disk drive and 2GB RAM. Apart from his school works, Henry regularly get online to play games and download files. Occasionally he would delete some unwanted files. After 3 months, Henry noticed that the notebook seem to be slow especially when he launches large application like Adobe Photoshop. What can Henry do to improve the notebook performance if he has no intention in upgrading any hardware?
eg2.
You are about to install a second IDE hard drive in a PC that has only one IDE adapter. Your first hard drive will remain as the boot drive. How should the second drive configure so that your system recognized all the drives?
and there r many more....
we dun even noe wats the terms mean.
dis is supposedly a test, but everyone share ans... haha lucky
BMS students r a group of IT idiots though......
~
i was so frustrated on the mrt when i was after sch today... >(
the mrt was quite crowded, and i founda seat at the JE station. then got dis china guy sitting on my right and an uncle on my left.
the china guy spread his leg so wide dat his thigh is TOUCHING mine, and i kept fidgetting myself to warn him dat i was NOT comfortable wif dis. he realised and closed his leg, but later on his legs spread again.... wth... i really want to scold him lor...
dis is not all. as the china guy's thigh touching mine, i shifted to my left where the uncle is sitting. the uncle dunnoe for wat reason, he kept staring on my face, the distance between his face and mine was really close, and i felt disgusted...
i gav him an irritated look, but he jus stared at me blankly. argh....
finally, i reached lakeside, as i squeezed my way out the train, i felt so relieving....
phew.
the escalator stopped halfway and was out of order...
y m i so unlucky today?? >.<
some egs:
eg1. Henry Tan bought a notebook in NP for his coursework at LSCT. The computer is one with standard specifications - 1.87GHz Intel Core 2 Duo CPU, 120GB IDE disk drive and 2GB RAM. Apart from his school works, Henry regularly get online to play games and download files. Occasionally he would delete some unwanted files. After 3 months, Henry noticed that the notebook seem to be slow especially when he launches large application like Adobe Photoshop. What can Henry do to improve the notebook performance if he has no intention in upgrading any hardware?
eg2.
You are about to install a second IDE hard drive in a PC that has only one IDE adapter. Your first hard drive will remain as the boot drive. How should the second drive configure so that your system recognized all the drives?
and there r many more....
we dun even noe wats the terms mean.
dis is supposedly a test, but everyone share ans... haha lucky
BMS students r a group of IT idiots though......
~
i was so frustrated on the mrt when i was after sch today... >(
the mrt was quite crowded, and i founda seat at the JE station. then got dis china guy sitting on my right and an uncle on my left.
the china guy spread his leg so wide dat his thigh is TOUCHING mine, and i kept fidgetting myself to warn him dat i was NOT comfortable wif dis. he realised and closed his leg, but later on his legs spread again.... wth... i really want to scold him lor...
dis is not all. as the china guy's thigh touching mine, i shifted to my left where the uncle is sitting. the uncle dunnoe for wat reason, he kept staring on my face, the distance between his face and mine was really close, and i felt disgusted...
i gav him an irritated look, but he jus stared at me blankly. argh....
finally, i reached lakeside, as i squeezed my way out the train, i felt so relieving....
phew.
the escalator stopped halfway and was out of order...
y m i so unlucky today?? >.<
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
yesterday was really a long day for me, again.
back home at 11pm, went to kbox at 4.30pm, then watch "hitman" at 8.05pm in orchard.
though was super tired, but i enjoyed myself.
spent lots of money dis week, thus, my friends and i hav decided to start our money-saving plan--- eat the cheapest food as long as possible till we r 'rich' again.
nice movie^^
go to sch at 6.45am, reach home at 11+pm. fell dead at the moment i touch my bed.
still got early lecture the next day.
when do i got so much stamina to last the week...
however, due to the fact dat we chose to go kbox instead of going lecture, we got caught.
according to my classmates, the lecture theater was only half full, but attendence was full.(we tap our cards b4 going into theater to mark as present), our lecturer decided to do a headcount. and the result is there r many people who r "present" in the lecture were not around. m i confusing u?
to make it simple, ppl get their friends to tap card for them so they can ponteng lor. =.=, unfortunately all get caught.
dunnoe whether the sch will call home....zz
so bad....i mean myself
back home at 11pm, went to kbox at 4.30pm, then watch "hitman" at 8.05pm in orchard.
though was super tired, but i enjoyed myself.
spent lots of money dis week, thus, my friends and i hav decided to start our money-saving plan--- eat the cheapest food as long as possible till we r 'rich' again.
nice movie^^
go to sch at 6.45am, reach home at 11+pm. fell dead at the moment i touch my bed.
still got early lecture the next day.
when do i got so much stamina to last the week...
however, due to the fact dat we chose to go kbox instead of going lecture, we got caught.
according to my classmates, the lecture theater was only half full, but attendence was full.(we tap our cards b4 going into theater to mark as present), our lecturer decided to do a headcount. and the result is there r many people who r "present" in the lecture were not around. m i confusing u?
to make it simple, ppl get their friends to tap card for them so they can ponteng lor. =.=, unfortunately all get caught.
dunnoe whether the sch will call home....zz
so bad....i mean myself
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
feeling so tired these days, both physically and mentally exhausted.
projects... endless homeworks... long lectures... boring tutorials... crowded buses... all these contributed by making my life more miserable. =(
yesterday i went to bed at 11.30pm, but my mind was so fully occupied dat eventhough i was dead tired, i couldn't even close my eyes and rest. until 4am... then i was able to take a little nap till 2hrs later when i nid to wake up cos having an early lecture.
at dis point of time, i jus came back home from sch, my whole body feels like falling apart.
during sch hours today, many of my friends told me dat i was somehow like a 'walking zombie'.. =_=.. cos when they r talking to me, i din reply them. haha, actually i really didn't hear wat they said....zz
projects still nid to touch up, homeworks not done, IAC report not yet started and most importanly.... all these due on dis week.
wat can i say..... i deserved all these, cos i always leave my things till last minute then i'll start to move...zz
and tmr lectures start at 8am.....and end at 6pm, after dat i think will be going out to catch a movie. at least something to look forward to... -_-"'
recently, my mind is in a whirl.
r those hintings or wat
i cant figure out, jus make it clear can?
feeling miserable...
(\_/)(\_/)
(- . -)' . ')
(")(")()("') at least there was a u
projects... endless homeworks... long lectures... boring tutorials... crowded buses... all these contributed by making my life more miserable. =(
yesterday i went to bed at 11.30pm, but my mind was so fully occupied dat eventhough i was dead tired, i couldn't even close my eyes and rest. until 4am... then i was able to take a little nap till 2hrs later when i nid to wake up cos having an early lecture.
at dis point of time, i jus came back home from sch, my whole body feels like falling apart.
during sch hours today, many of my friends told me dat i was somehow like a 'walking zombie'.. =_=.. cos when they r talking to me, i din reply them. haha, actually i really didn't hear wat they said....zz
projects still nid to touch up, homeworks not done, IAC report not yet started and most importanly.... all these due on dis week.
wat can i say..... i deserved all these, cos i always leave my things till last minute then i'll start to move...zz
and tmr lectures start at 8am.....and end at 6pm, after dat i think will be going out to catch a movie. at least something to look forward to... -_-"'
recently, my mind is in a whirl.
r those hintings or wat
i cant figure out, jus make it clear can?
feeling miserable...
(\_/)(\_/)
(- . -)' . ')
(")(")()("') at least there was a u
Saturday, November 24, 2007
feelings, emotions are all so unexplained.
wat actually causes feeings?
the song--'nothing's gonna change my love for you'
i like dis song^^
quote:
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love you for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I never ask for more than your love
so sweet...
do u noe wat i mean
wat actually causes feeings?
the song--'nothing's gonna change my love for you'
i like dis song^^
quote:
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love you for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I never ask for more than your love
so sweet...
do u noe wat i mean
Friday, November 23, 2007
Saturday, November 17, 2007
went to orchard rd wif my sis to collect her handphone. her handphone created a lot of probs for her, and thus need to get a repair. however, the repair fee is too expensive dat she din wan her phone to get the repaired after consideration.
-_-'' really dunnoe how she use her pathetic phone de.... haiz
after dat, we took a look walk around the areas, bought some clothes at $10 each. and i bought 2 mascara for $9.90 only^^. a purple and another is dark brown. wonder when can i apply them to my eye lashes...>.< dis is an example of impulsive buyer....=(
-_-'' really dunnoe how she use her pathetic phone de.... haiz
after dat, we took a look walk around the areas, bought some clothes at $10 each. and i bought 2 mascara for $9.90 only^^. a purple and another is dark brown. wonder when can i apply them to my eye lashes...>.< dis is an example of impulsive buyer....=(
dis blogskin attracted my attention at the very first sight, and i really like its designs and style.
but eventually, my blog looks very dark and depress like dat. >.< haha, even looking at the skin itself make me feel down....zz
suan le, i gonna change blogskin soon. lazy to search recently, so maybe in near future bah =p.
i like my 'qing ai de' 's blogskin^^
maybe will look for something like dat... haha. (not copycat hor) =))
bb~
but eventually, my blog looks very dark and depress like dat. >.< haha, even looking at the skin itself make me feel down....zz
suan le, i gonna change blogskin soon. lazy to search recently, so maybe in near future bah =p.
i like my 'qing ai de' 's blogskin^^
maybe will look for something like dat... haha. (not copycat hor) =))
bb~
Monday, November 12, 2007
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Friday, October 5, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
finally gotten my blue ic^^
today is fast though. which is a huge, enormous, gigantic, contrast to last week....
jus within 5min, my ic is ready for collection, no queuing oso.
so, the PR service counter is slower than snail, but the citizens ic collection counter is faster than wind blow. hm...
huge contrast eh. no matter wat, i m glad dat all thing troublesome things r over.
today is fast though. which is a huge, enormous, gigantic, contrast to last week....
jus within 5min, my ic is ready for collection, no queuing oso.
so, the PR service counter is slower than snail, but the citizens ic collection counter is faster than wind blow. hm...
huge contrast eh. no matter wat, i m glad dat all thing troublesome things r over.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
yesterday, which was a monday, i went to ICA building to collect my PR.
it was a monday, yet there was a crowd....zzz
and i had a extremely unpleasant experience at the ICA PR services centre, though i had collected my entry permit yesterday.
7243 was my number, still 100ppl to go, so i thought i may hav to wait for another 1 to 1 1/2hrs b4 it is my turn. however i waited for 4hrs!!! damn.
after the long hours of waiting, it was finally my turn. the counter lady told me dat i still got to go to another counter to do my ic, and i had to wait again. 15 more ppl to go, so i thought the waiting time would be shorter, maybe 1hr. only 15ppl, but there r 6 counters serving u see.
but proved dat i was wrong again, i waited for another bloody 3hrs. wth. i waited another 3hrs jus to get my thumbprint printed. the service sucks.
after that, i still got to wait for abt 15min to collect my passport.
i nv noe the service is so lousy. can't all the things be done at 1 counter? my whole day was spoilt, is really a waste of time.
furthermore, i still nid to collect my new ic the next monday. will merely collection of ic be as slow as yesterday?
it was a monday, yet there was a crowd....zzz
and i had a extremely unpleasant experience at the ICA PR services centre, though i had collected my entry permit yesterday.
7243 was my number, still 100ppl to go, so i thought i may hav to wait for another 1 to 1 1/2hrs b4 it is my turn. however i waited for 4hrs!!! damn.
after the long hours of waiting, it was finally my turn. the counter lady told me dat i still got to go to another counter to do my ic, and i had to wait again. 15 more ppl to go, so i thought the waiting time would be shorter, maybe 1hr. only 15ppl, but there r 6 counters serving u see.
but proved dat i was wrong again, i waited for another bloody 3hrs. wth. i waited another 3hrs jus to get my thumbprint printed. the service sucks.
after that, i still got to wait for abt 15min to collect my passport.
i nv noe the service is so lousy. can't all the things be done at 1 counter? my whole day was spoilt, is really a waste of time.
furthermore, i still nid to collect my new ic the next monday. will merely collection of ic be as slow as yesterday?
Friday, September 14, 2007
Examination Results (April Semester 2007)
STATEMENT OF EXAMINATION RESULTS
NAME : LAU HWEE HUI
STUDENT NO. : 10xxxxxA
COURSE : BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE
NRIC/FIN : F2xxxxx0L
CURRENT SEMESTER CREDIT UNITS OBTAINED : 25.0000
DATE OF EXAM : AUG 2007
CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE : 3.8913
SEMESTER OF STUDY : 01
CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS --- A
INORGANIC AND PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY --- A+
MATHEMATICS --- B+
MICROBIOLOGY --- A
PHYSIOLOGY --- A
SPORTS AND WELLNESS --- PX
RESULT : Passed
wat is credit unit btw.......
STATEMENT OF EXAMINATION RESULTS
NAME : LAU HWEE HUI
STUDENT NO. : 10xxxxxA
COURSE : BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE
NRIC/FIN : F2xxxxx0L
CURRENT SEMESTER CREDIT UNITS OBTAINED : 25.0000
DATE OF EXAM : AUG 2007
CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE : 3.8913
SEMESTER OF STUDY : 01
CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS --- A
INORGANIC AND PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY --- A+
MATHEMATICS --- B+
MICROBIOLOGY --- A
PHYSIOLOGY --- A
SPORTS AND WELLNESS --- PX
RESULT : Passed
wat is credit unit btw.......
Friday, August 17, 2007
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
yesterday from 6.20pm onwards, i had been receiving strange sms...
i would like to share, since it was so...er...ahem...
012xxxxxxx: hi leng lui
.me.: who r u? (i nv see dis number b4 so i asked)
012xxxxxxx: ur secret friend
(omg when the hell i hav a secret friend i wondered. so i replied)
.me.: who wor? >_< do i noe u?
012xxxxxxx: i dun think u noe me, hweehui
(dis person even noe my name! i started to suspect someone, but not very confirm, so i said)
.me.: u very rich is it? msg me from m'sia. but who r u? (cos 012...is m'sia hp no.)
012xxxxxxx: haha, no la. i noe 1 of ur fren, she say u very nice, i jz wana make new fren, ntg 1
(so i m confused again, i dun hav a "she" fren in m'sia)
.me.: who giv u my number?
012xxxxxxx: 1 of ur fren, she is my cousin, she say wana kai siu her fren 2 me ma
(haha, the "horse leg is coming out", hm....trying to play play)
.me.: i noe who u r le.
012xxxxxxx: who? (i think the person starts to wonder y i noe it was him le)
.me.: u r gai loi (my cousin). dun waste money le. chat in msn bah.
(clever guess^^)
012xxxxxxx: swt who is gai loi? (see, still wanna play)
( i decided not to reply)
at the same time, i was chatting wif my fren who noes my cousin. so i asked him wat's my cousin's number. he answered dat he only noes the old hp number. haha. 水落石出！case solved! so wat i had been thinking is right, i was thinking dat my cousin and his fren gang up to play a prank on me. so...
012xxxxxx: hi, leng lui. i like u very much leh, gg wakaka
(still dare to sms me....tsk tsk.)
finally, on our msn chat, the game is over. dis 2 ppl hor... really funny ar. love to play a lot. =)
thx to them, my dull evening was lightened up. haha.
from the above, u may guess dat the prankers r still very small. tell u wat, they r not small, but younger than me. haha=p
i would like to share, since it was so...er...ahem...
012xxxxxxx: hi leng lui
.me.: who r u? (i nv see dis number b4 so i asked)
012xxxxxxx: ur secret friend
(omg when the hell i hav a secret friend i wondered. so i replied)
.me.: who wor? >_< do i noe u?
012xxxxxxx: i dun think u noe me, hweehui
(dis person even noe my name! i started to suspect someone, but not very confirm, so i said)
.me.: u very rich is it? msg me from m'sia. but who r u? (cos 012...is m'sia hp no.)
012xxxxxxx: haha, no la. i noe 1 of ur fren, she say u very nice, i jz wana make new fren, ntg 1
(so i m confused again, i dun hav a "she" fren in m'sia)
.me.: who giv u my number?
012xxxxxxx: 1 of ur fren, she is my cousin, she say wana kai siu her fren 2 me ma
(haha, the "horse leg is coming out", hm....trying to play play)
.me.: i noe who u r le.
012xxxxxxx: who? (i think the person starts to wonder y i noe it was him le)
.me.: u r gai loi (my cousin). dun waste money le. chat in msn bah.
(clever guess^^)
012xxxxxxx: swt who is gai loi? (see, still wanna play)
( i decided not to reply)
at the same time, i was chatting wif my fren who noes my cousin. so i asked him wat's my cousin's number. he answered dat he only noes the old hp number. haha. 水落石出！case solved! so wat i had been thinking is right, i was thinking dat my cousin and his fren gang up to play a prank on me. so...
012xxxxxx: hi, leng lui. i like u very much leh, gg wakaka
(still dare to sms me....tsk tsk.)
finally, on our msn chat, the game is over. dis 2 ppl hor... really funny ar. love to play a lot. =)
thx to them, my dull evening was lightened up. haha.
from the above, u may guess dat the prankers r still very small. tell u wat, they r not small, but younger than me. haha=p
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Monday, August 13, 2007
though i m quite lazy to update recently, but i think i mus note down something for me to remember as one of my memories. which is ... visiting kbox for the first time of my life.(on fri 10aug07)
the first time i sing infront of other ppl, and poor er zi and qing ai de had to bear wif my uhum.. broken voice. haha. =p
i noe it is no big deal, but to me, it is unusual. especially when going wif er zi and qing ai de. haha
exams r coming and i dun hav the mood to study, which is really very bad. wat can i do, my eyelids turn heavy the moment i take out my notes. haiz.
i really hate the hack-care-me.
wat else...
raining today. nice breezes. cool air. clear view. smiley face.
the first time i sing infront of other ppl, and poor er zi and qing ai de had to bear wif my uhum.. broken voice. haha. =p
i noe it is no big deal, but to me, it is unusual. especially when going wif er zi and qing ai de. haha
exams r coming and i dun hav the mood to study, which is really very bad. wat can i do, my eyelids turn heavy the moment i take out my notes. haiz.
i really hate the hack-care-me.
wat else...
raining today. nice breezes. cool air. clear view. smiley face.
Friday, August 3, 2007
studying for physio exam which falls on 7th aug, which is next tues. a total of 9 chapters!!! omg, how m i suppose to memorise so much stuffs. the scientific terms itself is damn hard to rmb.
let's see an example:
*mechanism of non-sterois hormone actions
-non steroid hormone binds to receptors on the cell surface
-sets off aseries of reactions to activate an enzyme
-enzyme catalysts the conversion of ATP(andenosine tripple phosphate) to cAMP(cyclic andenosine mono phosphate), a second messenger
-cAMP then acts on other cellular proteins which cause the hormonal effect.
*mechanism of steroid hormone action
-lipid soluble hormone pass through the cell membrane
-enter the nucleus
-binds to specific receptor protein
-hormone receptor complex binds to DNA
-activate certain genes to transcribe mRNA
-mRNA gets translated to new proteins
-proteins stimulate the changes in the cell activities.
this is only 1% of wat i m going to study...who cares how the hormones inside our body work actually.
i m really going to curse the guy who REQUESTED for the structure essay qns in our exam!!
originally, the exam consists only mcq and fill-in-the-blanks qns, then this xxxxxxxx boy went to request for seq. wth. and the reason is bcos, he always pon physio, and he noe nth for this module, since he noes he will do badly in his exam, he wanna make the exam difficult for all students, then he will hav ppl to "accompany" him failing. this is so absurd...really wanted to 'murder' him...hahaaha
anterior pituitary gland produces--> human growth hormone, luteinising hormone, follicle stimulating hormone, prolactin, andrenocorticotropic hormone, thyroid stimulating hormone.
hypothalamus produces--> oxytoxin, anti-diuretic hormone, and these r stored in posterior pituitary gland for secretion.
pancreas produces--> insulin, glucagon
nid to curse the guy again....>(
let's see an example:
*mechanism of non-sterois hormone actions
-non steroid hormone binds to receptors on the cell surface
-sets off aseries of reactions to activate an enzyme
-enzyme catalysts the conversion of ATP(andenosine tripple phosphate) to cAMP(cyclic andenosine mono phosphate), a second messenger
-cAMP then acts on other cellular proteins which cause the hormonal effect.
*mechanism of steroid hormone action
-lipid soluble hormone pass through the cell membrane
-enter the nucleus
-binds to specific receptor protein
-hormone receptor complex binds to DNA
-activate certain genes to transcribe mRNA
-mRNA gets translated to new proteins
-proteins stimulate the changes in the cell activities.
this is only 1% of wat i m going to study...who cares how the hormones inside our body work actually.
i m really going to curse the guy who REQUESTED for the structure essay qns in our exam!!
originally, the exam consists only mcq and fill-in-the-blanks qns, then this xxxxxxxx boy went to request for seq. wth. and the reason is bcos, he always pon physio, and he noe nth for this module, since he noes he will do badly in his exam, he wanna make the exam difficult for all students, then he will hav ppl to "accompany" him failing. this is so absurd...really wanted to 'murder' him...hahaaha
anterior pituitary gland produces--> human growth hormone, luteinising hormone, follicle stimulating hormone, prolactin, andrenocorticotropic hormone, thyroid stimulating hormone.
hypothalamus produces--> oxytoxin, anti-diuretic hormone, and these r stored in posterior pituitary gland for secretion.
pancreas produces--> insulin, glucagon
nid to curse the guy again....>(
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
went to watch "alone" in orchard le, the storyline is gd, but somehow i find it not scary enough to freak me out....>.<
i feel sorry for the poor twin sisters. the twist in the movie made it unpredictable and worth the $6.50.haha
oh ya, the funniest part is not the movie itself, but one of the audience. this guy who was sitting at one far end of the cinema, started saying rude words when the 'ghost' is going to appear. he said the rude words so loud that everybody could hear, then with a loud sound effect, i could hear the guy screaming. and laughter filled the cinema jus bcos of him. he sounded so gayish when he screamed. swt...
i feel sorry for the poor twin sisters. the twist in the movie made it unpredictable and worth the $6.50.haha
oh ya, the funniest part is not the movie itself, but one of the audience. this guy who was sitting at one far end of the cinema, started saying rude words when the 'ghost' is going to appear. he said the rude words so loud that everybody could hear, then with a loud sound effect, i could hear the guy screaming. and laughter filled the cinema jus bcos of him. he sounded so gayish when he screamed. swt...
then had pizza as our lunch, $77.90 for 7 ppl, consider ok bah. but i still spent a lot...><
played in arcade oso, wow, it's fun+exciting!! so long nv go arcade le...
walked around the shopping centres there to hav some window shopping b4 going back home.
Monday, July 30, 2007
hm... i cant rmb how many lectures i hav skipped by now, i noe is quite a lot. sometimes (like today) i will feel bad for myself, but not regretted, ahah. lectures r ending, so seems to be quite free these days, except for a test tmr and physio exam next tues, =x
today jus got a microbio pract test, is abt staining the cells given. i couldn't see the cells through the microscope at first, and the time was left wif 10min, i started to panic. then i decided to anyhow write down the characteristics of the cells, so i did.
5min to the end of the test, i retried to look through the lens and finally found the cells. the funny part is that, the cells had all the characteristics of wat i wrote earlier on^^, nah, my 6th sense is not that bad. hahha.
tmr test starts at 9am, ends 50min later. that's all for tmr's lessons. ^^
will be going to watch "alone" wif my friends, they say it is a super horror movie......which is my cup of tea ^^ is it pervert to like horror movies?
finally found ppl who dare to watch these type of movies wif me.
life's getting interesting...
today jus got a microbio pract test, is abt staining the cells given. i couldn't see the cells through the microscope at first, and the time was left wif 10min, i started to panic. then i decided to anyhow write down the characteristics of the cells, so i did.
5min to the end of the test, i retried to look through the lens and finally found the cells. the funny part is that, the cells had all the characteristics of wat i wrote earlier on^^, nah, my 6th sense is not that bad. hahha.
tmr test starts at 9am, ends 50min later. that's all for tmr's lessons. ^^
will be going to watch "alone" wif my friends, they say it is a super horror movie......which is my cup of tea ^^ is it pervert to like horror movies?
finally found ppl who dare to watch these type of movies wif me.
life's getting interesting...
Friday, July 27, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
everybody is talking abt u noe wat today. the last bk jus came out 2 days ago, and some of my classmates are having storytelling sessions since they hav finished reading. the lecture hall has never been so noisy before, i doubt there is anyone listen to the poor lecturer.=x
jus took ipc pract test, hm... the gal besides me actually feeling dizzy bcos she was too nervous, thus, the lab instrutor sent her off. the test is a simple one, is quite like wat we did in secondary sch, mr ng had been such a gd teacher, the skills he taught is impt for dis module. haha.
nth much to say now.
jus took ipc pract test, hm... the gal besides me actually feeling dizzy bcos she was too nervous, thus, the lab instrutor sent her off. the test is a simple one, is quite like wat we did in secondary sch, mr ng had been such a gd teacher, the skills he taught is impt for dis module. haha.
nth much to say now.
Monday, July 16, 2007
Friday, July 13, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
jus 2 posts back, i was waiting happily to go back to my hometown. and now, i m starting school already. dis shows how time flies.
my mum went back yesterday, i promised myself dat i would be strong, but couldn't make it. i bit my lips real hard, until now i still feel the swolleness.
every dis time, i will miss my parents and home more than ever, i cant even talk to them in phone properly in order to hide my distorted voice. i cant even smile.
i felt miserable.
and i m trying to isolate myself from the crowd. i need some time to adjust. some time will do.
i realised dat to smile while u dont wish to is the hardest thing to do ever.
my mum went back yesterday, i promised myself dat i would be strong, but couldn't make it. i bit my lips real hard, until now i still feel the swolleness.
every dis time, i will miss my parents and home more than ever, i cant even talk to them in phone properly in order to hide my distorted voice. i cant even smile.
i felt miserable.
and i m trying to isolate myself from the crowd. i need some time to adjust. some time will do.
i realised dat to smile while u dont wish to is the hardest thing to do ever.
Thursday, June 7, 2007
exam is over!!!!! actually i m not in exam mood at the start, so it doesn't matter dat if exam is over or not, i jus wanna say only..haha, but if i m in secondary sch, i'll be on cloud nine when exam ends.
immediately after exam, i went to shopping alone. haiz...cant find anyone accompany me u c. the feeling of shopping alone is quite gd, wondering around, going to wherever i like, looking at watever i wan. feeling relax. the only bad thing is i'll realise how lonely i was. blah.
basically did window shopping. bought 4 chinese books, one of which is for my youngest sister.^^ i mus really read more chinese bks, i cant tolerate the thought dat my chinese is going to "tui bu" since i m dun hav chinese anymore and m interacting wif mostly english speaking friens....><
fruit basket22 is out!! finished reading it half an hour ago. it's nice^^ sweet and happy storylines. they r finally together.^^ wondering if 22 is the last epi, it seems like ending to me>.<
4 more hours and my mum will be here. i really miss my dad and mum. din c them for nearly half a year le.
and i m going home tmr!!!i cant wait to fly home immediately. lala~~
haha.
and yesterday was my father birthday. sent him a funny msg, but no present for him. haha.
20days later will be mum bd. dad's on 6/6, mum on 26/6. is easy to rmb.
immediately after exam, i went to shopping alone. haiz...cant find anyone accompany me u c. the feeling of shopping alone is quite gd, wondering around, going to wherever i like, looking at watever i wan. feeling relax. the only bad thing is i'll realise how lonely i was. blah.
basically did window shopping. bought 4 chinese books, one of which is for my youngest sister.^^ i mus really read more chinese bks, i cant tolerate the thought dat my chinese is going to "tui bu" since i m dun hav chinese anymore and m interacting wif mostly english speaking friens....><
fruit basket22 is out!! finished reading it half an hour ago. it's nice^^ sweet and happy storylines. they r finally together.^^ wondering if 22 is the last epi, it seems like ending to me>.<
4 more hours and my mum will be here. i really miss my dad and mum. din c them for nearly half a year le.
and i m going home tmr!!!i cant wait to fly home immediately. lala~~
haha.
and yesterday was my father birthday. sent him a funny msg, but no present for him. haha.
20days later will be mum bd. dad's on 6/6, mum on 26/6. is easy to rmb.
Monday, June 4, 2007
came back from physiology common test. the paper is 1 and a half hour, but i able to finish it in 45min, so got off early. i cant undstd y my classmates or maybe friens dun wanna leave even they finished their paper, saying dat they nid to check and rechecked and re-recheck, maybe they will come up with answers they previously dun know. for goodness sake, dunnoe means dunnoe, even usit there for 1whole day, u wont be able to 'know' the ans. i noe i m getting quite pissed. not in a gd mood recently.
tmr no test, 2 more tests to go on wed and thurs.
maths stupid assignment dat is on famous mathematicians. physio essay, topic is "Depression: A psychological or neurological condition?" . microbio project on madcow disease.
all not even started. and i m going back to m'sia this friday. no internet at home. all works due on sch reopens.
all these equal to= i hav to complete my works b4 fri, and i m having tests till thurs.
*sigh
my heart starts to beat abnormally again, though quite frequent lately.
tmr no test, 2 more tests to go on wed and thurs.
maths stupid assignment dat is on famous mathematicians. physio essay, topic is "Depression: A psychological or neurological condition?" . microbio project on madcow disease.
all not even started. and i m going back to m'sia this friday. no internet at home. all works due on sch reopens.
all these equal to= i hav to complete my works b4 fri, and i m having tests till thurs.
*sigh
my heart starts to beat abnormally again, though quite frequent lately.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
jus came back home from sch and taken a nice shower^^ feeling refresh now~~
yesterday, i skipped my chemistry lecture(for the first time), got my friends to tap card for me, and able to go home earlier...bad, very bad... but i was happy.haha. i had 4 hrs break before chem lecture starts yesterday, i m getting impatient as time slowly crawl by, therefore, i decided to go home lor.>< feeling guilty.
i m having too much of fried food recently, resulting in a tickling sensation in my throat, hope dat wont get sick now.~.~ argh!!! and pimples start growing on my face...>.<
my er zi's bd is coming, my 'qing ai de' and i r really having a hard time to think of a present for her... i hav seriously no brain juice le. haiz... wat to do now??? racking my brain again...
really felt jealous of someone who is having e-learning week now >.<
my common tests r coming.
jealous of someone who dun hav common tests....>.<
how wonderful would it be if i can take a break from life.
seasonings of life are pleasant surprises =)
everyone likes surprises, don't u?
yesterday, i skipped my chemistry lecture(for the first time), got my friends to tap card for me, and able to go home earlier...bad, very bad... but i was happy.haha. i had 4 hrs break before chem lecture starts yesterday, i m getting impatient as time slowly crawl by, therefore, i decided to go home lor.>< feeling guilty.
i m having too much of fried food recently, resulting in a tickling sensation in my throat, hope dat wont get sick now.~.~ argh!!! and pimples start growing on my face...>.<
my er zi's bd is coming, my 'qing ai de' and i r really having a hard time to think of a present for her... i hav seriously no brain juice le. haiz... wat to do now??? racking my brain again...
really felt jealous of someone who is having e-learning week now >.<
my common tests r coming.
jealous of someone who dun hav common tests....>.<
how wonderful would it be if i can take a break from life.
seasonings of life are pleasant surprises =)
everyone likes surprises, don't u?
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Friday, May 4, 2007
second post of the day. jus feel like i hav to write to relieve some of my pressure.>.< let me continue, after i phtocopied my stuffs, i discovered dat i haven apply for student pass!!! therefore i rushed online, get the application done, and there gone my 1hr.....T.T after the application, i straight away went to discuss abt my project online wif friends....zzz lucky my mum is here, atleast she can listen to my complaints... haha let me vent out all the unhappy things.... is gd to hav mum beside u. ^^
wow, extremely, super, very,extraordinary exhausted..... headache, sore shoulders, stiffed neck, heavy eyelids..... well, i m sick AGAIN!!!but right now, at least my fever subsided.
dis time record was----39.6 -_- (i noe it's lame)
ok, jus completed the tuition grant online application which is supposedly to be done long time ago. but as i m so so so absent minded dat i only realise i hav to do online application when the sch called me dis morning. it's so troublesome, and i was really very tired after yoga and the stupid CATS class. as a result i rushed home and get the TG done asap which deadline is 5pm today, then squeeze out the last drop of my brain juice to think of an object to modify(dis is my CATS assignment and is due on 5.30pm today)
phew, i cant take it anymore......................
still, later i nid to go back to my secondary sch to collect my O-lvl cert, however, cos i m going to meet my qing ai de and dear er zi, i still can put on a little smile on my face despite my tireness.^^
u think dats all for my day? u r wrong!
after coming back from sec sch, i hav to go photocopy stuffs for the application of singapore PR tmr...zzz
photocopying all the stuffs, prepare all the forms, prepare all the neccessary things... i think i will drop dead immeadiately after i done these things>.<
and i hav to take passport size photo.
the next thing dat will put on another big grin on my face will be---- my mum coming to sg today...lalala~(i used LY trademark singing) haha
my doctor told me dat i m sick mostly due to exhaustion, i dun believe at first, but after today...ahem...the doctor is right anyway.
oh ya, speaking of doctor, i hav a piece of physiology assignment which is due next week......
and i cant believe wat i hav to do when i read the assignment....
it goes something like dis:
Melissa is 28yr-old attorney living in Glasgow. she is in the second trimester of pregnancy of her first child. .....she notice dat she tires very easily and is short of breath from slightest exertion. she oso experiences periods of light-headedness.
her blood sample is like dis:
RBC count: 3.5million/mm3
hemoglobin: 7g/dl
hematocrit:30%
serum iron:low
when i get dis assignment, i was like--OMG!! wat sort of things r these?!
well, lucky dat dis is gp wrk.....haiz
dis time record was----39.6 -_- (i noe it's lame)
ok, jus completed the tuition grant online application which is supposedly to be done long time ago. but as i m so so so absent minded dat i only realise i hav to do online application when the sch called me dis morning. it's so troublesome, and i was really very tired after yoga and the stupid CATS class. as a result i rushed home and get the TG done asap which deadline is 5pm today, then squeeze out the last drop of my brain juice to think of an object to modify(dis is my CATS assignment and is due on 5.30pm today)
phew, i cant take it anymore......................
still, later i nid to go back to my secondary sch to collect my O-lvl cert, however, cos i m going to meet my qing ai de and dear er zi, i still can put on a little smile on my face despite my tireness.^^
u think dats all for my day? u r wrong!
after coming back from sec sch, i hav to go photocopy stuffs for the application of singapore PR tmr...zzz
photocopying all the stuffs, prepare all the forms, prepare all the neccessary things... i think i will drop dead immeadiately after i done these things>.<
and i hav to take passport size photo.
the next thing dat will put on another big grin on my face will be---- my mum coming to sg today...lalala~(i used LY trademark singing) haha
my doctor told me dat i m sick mostly due to exhaustion, i dun believe at first, but after today...ahem...the doctor is right anyway.
oh ya, speaking of doctor, i hav a piece of physiology assignment which is due next week......
and i cant believe wat i hav to do when i read the assignment....
it goes something like dis:
Melissa is 28yr-old attorney living in Glasgow. she is in the second trimester of pregnancy of her first child. .....she notice dat she tires very easily and is short of breath from slightest exertion. she oso experiences periods of light-headedness.
her blood sample is like dis:
RBC count: 3.5million/mm3
hemoglobin: 7g/dl
hematocrit:30%
serum iron:low
when i get dis assignment, i was like--OMG!! wat sort of things r these?!
well, lucky dat dis is gp wrk.....haiz
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
hi^^ i m here again~ feel dat i haven been here quite a long time><
haiz.... no choice, quite busy lately
i hav 2 projects to handle, one is abt "mad-cow disease" and the other is abt the "endocrine system'"...zzz.zzZ
actually i m quite interested in the Mad-cow disease project, the disease sounds 'cool' haha, weird rite, but i really like dis kind of stuff....O.o so, dis is microbiology...
microbiology practical is really really fun, not only is the teacher is gd and humorous, the handling and culturing of microbes r so fun^^ haha. maybe i hav made a right decision for choosing the course..
tmr i m going to hav yoga class, dunnoe how will it turn out to be.
hope it will be a enjoyable session..
i start to get use to poly life now, especially the long rides to and fro the schs...swt..-_-
eh... i dunnoe wat to write.... and my post seems short>.< and i seems to write randomly and craps...
maybe i should stop here.
i m still not ready
or
when will i?
haiz.... no choice, quite busy lately
i hav 2 projects to handle, one is abt "mad-cow disease" and the other is abt the "endocrine system'"...zzz.zzZ
actually i m quite interested in the Mad-cow disease project, the disease sounds 'cool' haha, weird rite, but i really like dis kind of stuff....O.o so, dis is microbiology...
microbiology practical is really really fun, not only is the teacher is gd and humorous, the handling and culturing of microbes r so fun^^ haha. maybe i hav made a right decision for choosing the course..
tmr i m going to hav yoga class, dunnoe how will it turn out to be.
hope it will be a enjoyable session..
i start to get use to poly life now, especially the long rides to and fro the schs...swt..-_-
eh... i dunnoe wat to write.... and my post seems short>.< and i seems to write randomly and craps...
maybe i should stop here.
i m still not ready
or
when will i?
Friday, April 20, 2007
new life
from monday onwards till now, the week has flew bylike a breeze. dis is the first week of my poly life, and i m still adjusting to the new lifestyle, everything is so different! for the first 3 days,i really cant get use to it...>< got a culture shock, haha, cos it was very tiring.
my sch is situated at one of the highest spot in the whole poly, i nid to climb up the quite steep slope everyday.... and i m always out of breath when i reached the LSCT, which is my sch.>_< haha...T.T poor me..poor LSCT students....
however, the practicals seems to be quite fun.^^ especially the microbiology pract, it was relly fun...^_^, we learned to make GNA, which is a medium for micro-organism to live in. and we r going to "culture" microrganism, haha, how excited^^.
the WORST thing is---- i hav to learn A-maths.....!#!%@&%(&))(_*^$ i hav tried so hard to pass a-math during secondary sch, and finally i thought it was all over after Olvl, then i nid to take dis sunject again....haiz....fell like banging the wall><
today, i've chosen Yoga to be my sport & wellness's sport. which means dat yoga will be one of my modules dat last for only one semester or 13weeks. the funny thing is, at the end of dis module, we hav to take an "exam" to see if we pass the module. i was wondering.....wat r they going to test us for yoga....test our flexibility? haha..
poly life can be fun if u learn to enjoy.... dis is wat i figure out since dis week...^^
my sch is situated at one of the highest spot in the whole poly, i nid to climb up the quite steep slope everyday.... and i m always out of breath when i reached the LSCT, which is my sch.>_< haha...T.T poor me..poor LSCT students....
however, the practicals seems to be quite fun.^^ especially the microbiology pract, it was relly fun...^_^, we learned to make GNA, which is a medium for micro-organism to live in. and we r going to "culture" microrganism, haha, how excited^^.
the WORST thing is---- i hav to learn A-maths.....!#!%@&%(&))(_*^$ i hav tried so hard to pass a-math during secondary sch, and finally i thought it was all over after Olvl, then i nid to take dis sunject again....haiz....fell like banging the wall><
today, i've chosen Yoga to be my sport & wellness's sport. which means dat yoga will be one of my modules dat last for only one semester or 13weeks. the funny thing is, at the end of dis module, we hav to take an "exam" to see if we pass the module. i was wondering.....wat r they going to test us for yoga....test our flexibility? haha..
poly life can be fun if u learn to enjoy.... dis is wat i figure out since dis week...^^
Friday, April 13, 2007
tmr will be going to my sch to get my laptop things done, then sch will be starting next monday.
strangely, i quite look forward to starting sch, though i haven made any friends yet..><
and i nid to buy lots of things.....zzz
1. white robe for practical in lab^^( dunnoe y i always hav fantacy in dis haha)
2. goggles for practical
3. shoes which cover my toes..><
4. shorts/pants.><
5. laptop carrier (mine is too huge abd heavy)
all these aren't cheap leh... big hole in my wallet soon..T.T
oso, i hav calculated my transport cost roughly... each day i will hav to pay abt $3-4 for transportations,abt $20 a week, then $80 a month, and!!!!!almost 1k in a year....wth.><
din noe dat going to sch only will nid to pay dat much....zzz
next week will be a busy week for sure, but at least better than staying home and slack rite? yea^^
meeting new friends, exploring new sch environment, stepping into new phase of life.... all sound so... so gd..^^
well, hope dat can make friends within the shortest period of time~ i cant stand lonliness><
oh, btw, dis week i hav encountered some embarrassments...><
on wednesday, i went to my sch for a briefing, then realised dat my Ez-link had no cash left, instead it reads $-0.01, it's negative value.>< then when i boarded a bus to go home after briefing, i discovered dat i hav no coins for bus fare.
wth....i asked the bus driver if he got change for me, omg, everyone's staring at me...><><><
the bus fee is only 90cents though...-_-
secondly, yesterday night when HW signed in msn, i happily went to say hi to her... erm usually i would say"hi er zi~", well dis is common scene between our small 'family' mah...haha
then i realised dat er zi had change her display name, i was wondering y... after a few seconds, to my horror! er zi din change her display name! i sent my "greeting msg" to Marvin......
oh dear.... he mus be in a state of shock since i suddednly call him er zi...-_-lll
luckily he dun mind...haha~ how embarrassing..
later at night, i chatted till midnight wif piggy and monkey...haha^^ monkey is really a headache to me><><
i hav been getting use to sleep in late, so afraid dat i m unable to get rid of dis habbit when sch starts, i really dun wanna hav a pair of panda eyes to sch everyday...>< zzz~
ok, i will sleep earlier from now onwards...
strangely, i quite look forward to starting sch, though i haven made any friends yet..><
and i nid to buy lots of things.....zzz
1. white robe for practical in lab^^( dunnoe y i always hav fantacy in dis haha)
2. goggles for practical
3. shoes which cover my toes..><
4. shorts/pants.><
5. laptop carrier (mine is too huge abd heavy)
all these aren't cheap leh... big hole in my wallet soon..T.T
oso, i hav calculated my transport cost roughly... each day i will hav to pay abt $3-4 for transportations,abt $20 a week, then $80 a month, and!!!!!almost 1k in a year....wth.><
din noe dat going to sch only will nid to pay dat much....zzz
next week will be a busy week for sure, but at least better than staying home and slack rite? yea^^
meeting new friends, exploring new sch environment, stepping into new phase of life.... all sound so... so gd..^^
well, hope dat can make friends within the shortest period of time~ i cant stand lonliness><
oh, btw, dis week i hav encountered some embarrassments...><
on wednesday, i went to my sch for a briefing, then realised dat my Ez-link had no cash left, instead it reads $-0.01, it's negative value.>< then when i boarded a bus to go home after briefing, i discovered dat i hav no coins for bus fare.
wth....i asked the bus driver if he got change for me, omg, everyone's staring at me...><><><
the bus fee is only 90cents though...-_-
secondly, yesterday night when HW signed in msn, i happily went to say hi to her... erm usually i would say"hi er zi~", well dis is common scene between our small 'family' mah...haha
then i realised dat er zi had change her display name, i was wondering y... after a few seconds, to my horror! er zi din change her display name! i sent my "greeting msg" to Marvin......
oh dear.... he mus be in a state of shock since i suddednly call him er zi...-_-lll
luckily he dun mind...haha~ how embarrassing..
later at night, i chatted till midnight wif piggy and monkey...haha^^ monkey is really a headache to me><><
i hav been getting use to sleep in late, so afraid dat i m unable to get rid of dis habbit when sch starts, i really dun wanna hav a pair of panda eyes to sch everyday...>< zzz~
ok, i will sleep earlier from now onwards...
Monday, April 9, 2007
oh i went to cut my hair le...
due to the rain stopping early, my 'date' with HW was postponed for one hour later....lol><
quite satisfied by my new hair cut, but would be happier if my hair is longer.
nvm, my hair grows very fast..^^
dunnoe for wat reason, my heart beats unnormally...
i m wondering y...
is it becourse of wat i m thinking now?
*sigh, i hope dat i wont get into it.....
due to the rain stopping early, my 'date' with HW was postponed for one hour later....lol><
quite satisfied by my new hair cut, but would be happier if my hair is longer.
nvm, my hair grows very fast..^^
dunnoe for wat reason, my heart beats unnormally...
i m wondering y...
is it becourse of wat i m thinking now?
*sigh, i hope dat i wont get into it.....
planned to cut my hair wif HW at 11.30am later, but now it is raining heavily...... i would be drenched even wif an umbrella if i walk to HW's area...(too bad there is no sheltered walkway provided) >< so no choice but to postpone our "date" ^^
as a result, i m sitting here writing a post.
my hair has grown long and messy, and sch is starting next week, i can't possibly go to sch wif such messy hair though i think of keeping my hair long again. maybe next time bah...~
but i m wondering now...will long hair suit me??? haha i m thinking too far ahead..=x
i jus read from the newspaper, is abt a malay man who raped his daughter wif the aids of his wives. dis is not a shocking news anyway(no offence), wat shocked me is dat.... the man has 10wives!!! other than dat, his 10wives hav produced him 64 children!!!!!
jus look at the number, is way too scary><
dis family live in 2 7-rooms flats,with gals sleeping in one flat while the boys in the other. jus think of dat, they hav to prepare 75portions of food each day 3meals... ...3x75=225!!!
now the man went to jail, his wives hav to support the awesomely huge family, wat a heavy burden...
as a result, i m sitting here writing a post.
my hair has grown long and messy, and sch is starting next week, i can't possibly go to sch wif such messy hair though i think of keeping my hair long again. maybe next time bah...~
but i m wondering now...will long hair suit me??? haha i m thinking too far ahead..=x
i jus read from the newspaper, is abt a malay man who raped his daughter wif the aids of his wives. dis is not a shocking news anyway(no offence), wat shocked me is dat.... the man has 10wives!!! other than dat, his 10wives hav produced him 64 children!!!!!
jus look at the number, is way too scary><
dis family live in 2 7-rooms flats,with gals sleeping in one flat while the boys in the other. jus think of dat, they hav to prepare 75portions of food each day 3meals... ...3x75=225!!!
now the man went to jail, his wives hav to support the awesomely huge family, wat a heavy burden...
Thursday, April 5, 2007
i m feeling quite unhappy lately, couldn’t find a person who is willing to lend me his/her ears… i jus feel insecure, insecure of whatever I m doing, insecure of wat will tmr be…
sometimes i refuse to show my true feelings in front of others, i believe dat dis will only make things worse. maybe dat’s y they all told me dat i m difficult to handle, really?
oh well, wat i wanna say now is, dun act to be understood me when u r not. i already tired of all these. i nid real understanding, not others, ok? they jus dun seems to noe all these, wat can i say…… i hav dis miserable feeling…*sigh
and the other thing is, a person shouldn’t throw temper on other ppl(which is me) jus bcos the person is unhappy rite? dun they noe dat it hurts? y cant they jus understand dis simple thing? wat do they gain by hurting others like dat, will their anger jus go away after they did so? argh……………………..
i try hard to hypnotize myself dat everything will turn out to be fine, does it work? well, i dunnoe how to answer dat. will tmr be better?
sometimes i refuse to show my true feelings in front of others, i believe dat dis will only make things worse. maybe dat’s y they all told me dat i m difficult to handle, really?
oh well, wat i wanna say now is, dun act to be understood me when u r not. i already tired of all these. i nid real understanding, not others, ok? they jus dun seems to noe all these, wat can i say…… i hav dis miserable feeling…*sigh
and the other thing is, a person shouldn’t throw temper on other ppl(which is me) jus bcos the person is unhappy rite? dun they noe dat it hurts? y cant they jus understand dis simple thing? wat do they gain by hurting others like dat, will their anger jus go away after they did so? argh……………………..
i try hard to hypnotize myself dat everything will turn out to be fine, does it work? well, i dunnoe how to answer dat. will tmr be better?
Sunday, April 1, 2007
april fool today! nth much happened...
i went to a farm dis morning, veggie farm. actually decided to go goat farm at first, but due to intensive traffic jam(cos is qing ming jie, ppl rush to pay respect to the deaths), we had to change our plan...>< i wanted to go goat farm badly, maybe, can play wif the goats?
nvm, veggie farm not bad oso....(self-consolation) haha
the farm is quite huge, located at a 'ulu ulu' place. to me, it's nice, at least it is something new from hdb flats....buildings...etc
lots of veggie there, cheap oso. dat's y my aunt bought 11 diff types of veggie, onl $10plus..! think we got to be vegetarians for the following days...haa
maybe next time bah, i'll definitely visit the goat farm de ^o^
let's talk abt other things. my laptop cant go online!!!!! my modem is not compatible wif window vista>< wat should i do? haiz...
i hav told the situation to my cousin, her husband told me dat i nid to get a wireless network at home, so i can use my wireless to online. they still haven help me to fix the prob...T.T where should i get the wireless network? wat to do to apply for one? .... how m i going to noe these....argh....i noe least of computer things.....haiz, so helpless now.
hope dat everything will be all fine when i wake up.... is it possible? haha?
i went to a farm dis morning, veggie farm. actually decided to go goat farm at first, but due to intensive traffic jam(cos is qing ming jie, ppl rush to pay respect to the deaths), we had to change our plan...>< i wanted to go goat farm badly, maybe, can play wif the goats?
nvm, veggie farm not bad oso....(self-consolation) haha
the farm is quite huge, located at a 'ulu ulu' place. to me, it's nice, at least it is something new from hdb flats....buildings...etc
lots of veggie there, cheap oso. dat's y my aunt bought 11 diff types of veggie, onl $10plus..! think we got to be vegetarians for the following days...haa
maybe next time bah, i'll definitely visit the goat farm de ^o^
let's talk abt other things. my laptop cant go online!!!!! my modem is not compatible wif window vista>< wat should i do? haiz...
i hav told the situation to my cousin, her husband told me dat i nid to get a wireless network at home, so i can use my wireless to online. they still haven help me to fix the prob...T.T where should i get the wireless network? wat to do to apply for one? .... how m i going to noe these....argh....i noe least of computer things.....haiz, so helpless now.
hope dat everything will be all fine when i wake up.... is it possible? haha?
Friday, March 30, 2007
family zoo~
yesterday night, before my sister and i went to sleep, we had dis funny chat abt the number of animals(including insects...ect) we hav had before.... our speech went on like dis..(in cantonese, i translated into english^^)
chin(my sis): jie ar, u rmb how many creatures we had kept as 'pet' before?
me: i dun rmb how many, but a lot....(thinking)
chin: let's count bah.
so we went off to really count our previous 'pets' ....
me: let's see...hm... y not we talk abt the warm blooded first.(u hav to believe)
chin: chics, duckling, kittens doggys, birds, hamsters...still got mah? (take note of the "s", is true)
me: still got squirrel.... though we had it for only one week....
chin: then cold blooded de, ur turn to say, say insects first hor.
me: we got.... ants, crickets, grasshoppers, spiders, caterpillars, butterfly(caterpillar turned into de), meal worms, mosquitoes...haha, oh ya earthworm, anymore?
chin: no more le bah... then we still got fishes(many kinds), prawns, tortoises, aiyo dunnoe still got wat lah....
me: not a live de included or not?
chin: which one?
me: rmb? we got "rear" mercury before, in a glass bottle, dat time we still small, and we r so silly dat we fed mercury wif water.....>< chin: oh ya, nearly forgotten.... haha
***edit---some 'pets' to add on: praying mantis, tadpoles, frogs, snails, lizards....
dat's our conversation last night, haha. now in my home in M'sia, we r still keeping a dog, a duck, a bird, a tortoise, 2 hamsters, many fishes....
my dad always says our home is a zoo, which....hm... i dun agree, i wan more animals...heehee
i noe some ppl will be scared of us due to our strange interests...>< i noe my family is odd, as my parents never forbid us from rearing all kinds of strange animals...... maybe my parents r oso animals lovers..^^
haha.
chin(my sis): jie ar, u rmb how many creatures we had kept as 'pet' before?
me: i dun rmb how many, but a lot....(thinking)
chin: let's count bah.
so we went off to really count our previous 'pets' ....
me: let's see...hm... y not we talk abt the warm blooded first.(u hav to believe)
chin: chics, duckling, kittens doggys, birds, hamsters...still got mah? (take note of the "s", is true)
me: still got squirrel.... though we had it for only one week....
chin: then cold blooded de, ur turn to say, say insects first hor.
me: we got.... ants, crickets, grasshoppers, spiders, caterpillars, butterfly(caterpillar turned into de), meal worms, mosquitoes...haha, oh ya earthworm, anymore?
chin: no more le bah... then we still got fishes(many kinds), prawns, tortoises, aiyo dunnoe still got wat lah....
me: not a live de included or not?
chin: which one?
me: rmb? we got "rear" mercury before, in a glass bottle, dat time we still small, and we r so silly dat we fed mercury wif water.....>< chin: oh ya, nearly forgotten.... haha
***edit---some 'pets' to add on: praying mantis, tadpoles, frogs, snails, lizards....
dat's our conversation last night, haha. now in my home in M'sia, we r still keeping a dog, a duck, a bird, a tortoise, 2 hamsters, many fishes....
my dad always says our home is a zoo, which....hm... i dun agree, i wan more animals...heehee
i noe some ppl will be scared of us due to our strange interests...>< i noe my family is odd, as my parents never forbid us from rearing all kinds of strange animals...... maybe my parents r oso animals lovers..^^
haha.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
back again...
feeling so sianz now..zzz.zzz.zzz~
btw dunnoe how is LY now..>< she has been very distressed for the past few days, i m really worried abt her. T.T hope she'll be fine soon. most of all, jus be simple minded---dun think too much. ^.^
sch is starting soon, i m feeling increasingly nervous...~_~ ( i think most ppl will be feeling the same way as i m bah.) i afraid dat i cant make new friens....><>< the feeling is damn bad, so helpless....
the feeling of loneliness, hm.... i m the person dat cant live without friens....>< T.T
cant think of anything else to say now.... bb
feeling so sianz now..zzz.zzz.zzz~
btw dunnoe how is LY now..>< she has been very distressed for the past few days, i m really worried abt her. T.T hope she'll be fine soon. most of all, jus be simple minded---dun think too much. ^.^
sch is starting soon, i m feeling increasingly nervous...~_~ ( i think most ppl will be feeling the same way as i m bah.) i afraid dat i cant make new friens....><>< the feeling is damn bad, so helpless....
the feeling of loneliness, hm.... i m the person dat cant live without friens....>< T.T
cant think of anything else to say now.... bb
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
...
i m bored...super bored...*yawn~
everyday has the same routine, nth to look forward to. someone told me dis is life, but cant i jus add some seasoning to it? haiz...
sometimes i will wonder---wat's the reason for us to be in dis world, but till now i still haven discovered the reasons.
ppl say life is full of uncertainties, dat makes life interesting...
izzit true?
everyday has the same routine, nth to look forward to. someone told me dis is life, but cant i jus add some seasoning to it? haiz...
sometimes i will wonder---wat's the reason for us to be in dis world, but till now i still haven discovered the reasons.
ppl say life is full of uncertainties, dat makes life interesting...
izzit true?
Monday, March 26, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
3 hrs in...
wah.... wat a long time i haven been here..><
so many things happened, since i last came in.
recently, i hav been sick for one full week. T.T running high fever all the time, day and night... dis time de record was 39.6, much lower than previous record, hahaXD
for the first 5 days, the world seemed to be whirling around me, i slept the whole day, woke up only to hav some food in order to eat my medicine.... felt lke----living in the hell.
my mum got so worried dat she came out to s'pore to take care of me personally, i really was touch.>.<><
i had visited 2 clinics, but my fever was so stuborn dat it refused to get away..><
then, my mum and my auntie decided to bring me to hospital.....OMG~~~ i hate dis!!!
i was sent to the hospital for a blood test and X-ray in order to find the root of my prolonged fever....>< damn... i hate needles poking through my skin....
the needles were damn thick, and i hav 2 of them poked into my veins on both of my hands><
forget to mention, i got a jab on my butt oso #@%&^#*@!#%!!@$@@*^$WTH....
then the nurse pushed me on wheelchair to changing room, i nid to change into dis weird looking
robe for an X-ray, and god, i had to remove my b-- infront of the nurse!!! well it was the first time i undressed infront of a stranger.....T.T
lucky the X-ray process was done within a few mins time...
oh ya, b4 the X-ray, i was given 2 packets of drips.... on the packet it reads----sodiun chloride...xxx
i was thinking, y the doctor dun giv me some salty water to drink instead of dripping the NaCl solution into my veins.... and by doing dat he let me suffer..><
though all those were painful, my fever did subside, i spent 3hrs in the hospital was better than the medicine i took for 1 week.....>< the cost was quite cheap oso... $60 + $19 =$79
while the clinic fees $29 + $46 =$75....
and oso i got to see 'things' dat cant be seen outside hospital ~..~ bloody scenes..... i saw someone wif his fingers heavily bandaged, but his bandage still soaked in blood... the strange thing was, he still smilling...~..~
i saw a man in his working suit, he injured his eyes(probably from work), the man is in his 40 bah, he cried when he told his wife he couldn't see..>< wat a sad story....haiz.
ok dat's the end... bye
so many things happened, since i last came in.
recently, i hav been sick for one full week. T.T running high fever all the time, day and night... dis time de record was 39.6, much lower than previous record, hahaXD
for the first 5 days, the world seemed to be whirling around me, i slept the whole day, woke up only to hav some food in order to eat my medicine.... felt lke----living in the hell.
my mum got so worried dat she came out to s'pore to take care of me personally, i really was touch.>.<><
i had visited 2 clinics, but my fever was so stuborn dat it refused to get away..><
then, my mum and my auntie decided to bring me to hospital.....OMG~~~ i hate dis!!!
i was sent to the hospital for a blood test and X-ray in order to find the root of my prolonged fever....>< damn... i hate needles poking through my skin....
the needles were damn thick, and i hav 2 of them poked into my veins on both of my hands><
forget to mention, i got a jab on my butt oso #@%&^#*@!#%!!@$@@*^$WTH....
then the nurse pushed me on wheelchair to changing room, i nid to change into dis weird looking
robe for an X-ray, and god, i had to remove my b-- infront of the nurse!!! well it was the first time i undressed infront of a stranger.....T.T
lucky the X-ray process was done within a few mins time...
oh ya, b4 the X-ray, i was given 2 packets of drips.... on the packet it reads----sodiun chloride...xxx
i was thinking, y the doctor dun giv me some salty water to drink instead of dripping the NaCl solution into my veins.... and by doing dat he let me suffer..><
though all those were painful, my fever did subside, i spent 3hrs in the hospital was better than the medicine i took for 1 week.....>< the cost was quite cheap oso... $60 + $19 =$79
while the clinic fees $29 + $46 =$75....
and oso i got to see 'things' dat cant be seen outside hospital ~..~ bloody scenes..... i saw someone wif his fingers heavily bandaged, but his bandage still soaked in blood... the strange thing was, he still smilling...~..~
i saw a man in his working suit, he injured his eyes(probably from work), the man is in his 40 bah, he cried when he told his wife he couldn't see..>< wat a sad story....haiz.
ok dat's the end... bye
Thursday, February 15, 2007
fever
chinese new year is coming, i will be going back to my dear hometown tmr~~
my mum will arrive in s'pore later at night~~
we will be happily celebrating new year together~~
reunion dinner~~
lots and tons of 'hong bao'~~haha^^
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WTH!!!! i m sick at this point of time.. hav been sick since monday, fever.
oso dun undstd y suddenly sick de...haiz.
39.6 .... dis numbers were shown on the thermometer on monday when i felt giddy and cold.
then went to see the doctor. eat the bloody hell medicines, damn hard to swallow...><
temperature finally gone down.
then started to hav occasional slight fever....
haiz....sianz
my mum will arrive in s'pore later at night~~
we will be happily celebrating new year together~~
reunion dinner~~
lots and tons of 'hong bao'~~haha^^
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WTH!!!! i m sick at this point of time.. hav been sick since monday, fever.
oso dun undstd y suddenly sick de...haiz.
39.6 .... dis numbers were shown on the thermometer on monday when i felt giddy and cold.
then went to see the doctor. eat the bloody hell medicines, damn hard to swallow...><
temperature finally gone down.
then started to hav occasional slight fever....
haiz....sianz
Saturday, February 10, 2007
doom's day
today jus gotten my O'lvl results........
well, it was not as good as my prelim results...
i m very disappointed with my physics and chem's results....duh..
i noe i wont do well dis time, i jus noe, dun ask me y>_<
it seems like a curse to me, i would never do as gd as usual during a really very important exam. it's PSLE in then past and Olvl presently....*sigh
i jus hope dat the stupid 'curse' will be broken the next time i sit for the exam.
feeling down.
i can sense their disappointment, when they said, 'as long as u can get into the course u wan' with a faint smile.
i can sence their unhappiness when they said 'huh'>_<
i pretend to be uncared for my results, i convince myself dat as long as i can get into the course i wan the scores dun mind at all.
but by doing dis, i felt miserable... haiz... i hav let my parents down, it is no use for me to say anymore.
hope dat things will be better tmr and the future.
well, it was not as good as my prelim results...
i m very disappointed with my physics and chem's results....duh..
i noe i wont do well dis time, i jus noe, dun ask me y>_<
it seems like a curse to me, i would never do as gd as usual during a really very important exam. it's PSLE in then past and Olvl presently....*sigh
i jus hope dat the stupid 'curse' will be broken the next time i sit for the exam.
feeling down.
i can sense their disappointment, when they said, 'as long as u can get into the course u wan' with a faint smile.
i can sence their unhappiness when they said 'huh'>_<
i pretend to be uncared for my results, i convince myself dat as long as i can get into the course i wan the scores dun mind at all.
but by doing dis, i felt miserable... haiz... i hav let my parents down, it is no use for me to say anymore.
hope dat things will be better tmr and the future.
Thursday, February 8, 2007
fifth
hm.....
oh ya, i had completed the third pair of earrings of the day, so now i hav a total of six..^^
it's getting more and more interesting...haha
however, too much money has been spend on dis le...sad=(
but hope that we r able to continue.... hw has already quit.(actually i hav predicted things will turn out dis way at the begginning, she jus lacks the will to go on.)
i m quite disappointed of her... suan le... dun wanna say anymore....argh.
the O'lvl results gonna release on friday... ahhhhh.... tmr!!!!!
tmr will hav lunch with hw and ly, i wonder will i be able to swallow the food. maybe i will get choke due to unable to swallow the food down, and go off to heaven...O.o(jk jk only lah)
later will go to cousin's house to help him collect the furniture. sianz..... last time i waited more then one-and-a-half hour b4 the table arrived....-_-
dunnoe how long mus i wait dis time.....*yawn
i hate waiting.... waiting makes me frustrated.... waiting makes me feel i m wasting away my life....
oso, i hate to let others wait for me, i'll feel bad wasting their lives...(oops, scary me)
ironically, i m now waiting my dear baby hamsters to get their eyes open.
they hav grown a lot, but still very small and tiny... tiny miny
they noe how to nimble on soft food already.... when they r awake, they will jus happily nimble nimble nimble.... ha, extremely cute.
they r strong enough to crawl on floor now, with their tiny shaky legs...
whenever i put them on the floor and place my hands abt 10cm away from them, they will sniff their way to my hand, and then climb onto my palm^^ dat's one of the reason i love them so much.....
the cutest creature on earth dat i ever seen....hm... yes
oh ya, i had completed the third pair of earrings of the day, so now i hav a total of six..^^
it's getting more and more interesting...haha
however, too much money has been spend on dis le...sad=(
but hope that we r able to continue.... hw has already quit.(actually i hav predicted things will turn out dis way at the begginning, she jus lacks the will to go on.)
i m quite disappointed of her... suan le... dun wanna say anymore....argh.
the O'lvl results gonna release on friday... ahhhhh.... tmr!!!!!
tmr will hav lunch with hw and ly, i wonder will i be able to swallow the food. maybe i will get choke due to unable to swallow the food down, and go off to heaven...O.o(jk jk only lah)
later will go to cousin's house to help him collect the furniture. sianz..... last time i waited more then one-and-a-half hour b4 the table arrived....-_-
dunnoe how long mus i wait dis time.....*yawn
i hate waiting.... waiting makes me frustrated.... waiting makes me feel i m wasting away my life....
oso, i hate to let others wait for me, i'll feel bad wasting their lives...(oops, scary me)
ironically, i m now waiting my dear baby hamsters to get their eyes open.
they hav grown a lot, but still very small and tiny... tiny miny
they noe how to nimble on soft food already.... when they r awake, they will jus happily nimble nimble nimble.... ha, extremely cute.
they r strong enough to crawl on floor now, with their tiny shaky legs...
whenever i put them on the floor and place my hands abt 10cm away from them, they will sniff their way to my hand, and then climb onto my palm^^ dat's one of the reason i love them so much.....
the cutest creature on earth dat i ever seen....hm... yes
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
beadss~~
went to chinatown yesterday with yue and bought a lot of beads... ^^
then started making accessories using those beads.
half an hour later... managed to understand the instructions given in the bks~
one hour later... figuring how to get the '9-hook' done~
one and a half hours later... watch TV le ^^
two and a half hours later.... get back to beads making, started to fix the beads into a heart shape patterns~
three hours later... the 'heart' was finally completed~
whoa... my neck damn painful.... vision blurred.... wrist ached.... fingers stiffened....
however, i was glad dat i hav completed the first pair of earring in my life, felt so contented^^
all my efforts had paid off well.... hehe.
then started making accessories using those beads.
half an hour later... managed to understand the instructions given in the bks~
one hour later... figuring how to get the '9-hook' done~
one and a half hours later... watch TV le ^^
two and a half hours later.... get back to beads making, started to fix the beads into a heart shape patterns~
three hours later... the 'heart' was finally completed~
whoa... my neck damn painful.... vision blurred.... wrist ached.... fingers stiffened....
however, i was glad dat i hav completed the first pair of earring in my life, felt so contented^^
all my efforts had paid off well.... hehe.
Thursday, February 1, 2007
3rd
well, as usual i hav nothing better to do today...sianz~
i wonder when will the O'lvl results release... i heard from others dat results release on 5 feb, dat means~ next week!!! dat's fast. i still haven get mentally prepared yet -_-
dat's how time flies....
it's like yesterday when i sat for the O's, time flies and we r growing up fast... how i wish i can be a child for...forever
it is not going to happen though, my mum always says to me: u r always kid in the heart of mine...dis may sound gross to many others but obviously not to me.
i miss my mum and dad badly..... sigh* hope dat 16 feb will arrive immediately, then i can go home...>_<
the leaves have fallen
can they ever back to the tree again?
i wonder when will the O'lvl results release... i heard from others dat results release on 5 feb, dat means~ next week!!! dat's fast. i still haven get mentally prepared yet -_-
dat's how time flies....
it's like yesterday when i sat for the O's, time flies and we r growing up fast... how i wish i can be a child for...forever
it is not going to happen though, my mum always says to me: u r always kid in the heart of mine...dis may sound gross to many others but obviously not to me.
i miss my mum and dad badly..... sigh* hope dat 16 feb will arrive immediately, then i can go home...>_<
the leaves have fallen
can they ever back to the tree again?
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
hi^^
a lot of things happening these two days, my hamster has given birth to 7 pups, the male hamster running away from home, my youngest sister'sirthday, and my friend's birthday......
wow, wat a whirl~
really tired these days......
windy day, so cold today(maybe i should say everyday is cold). but i sort of love dis kind of weather=) dunnoe for wat reason haha
ppl say dat gloomy weather will spoil their moods, but definitely, not mine.
i love overcasting skies, which one can really see the clouds moving fast in the sky, is so nice^^
upon seeing dis, my worries and unhappiness will all gone~
so i can spend one hour standing infront of my window, watching the clouds, and let the wind blow my face till my cheeks feel icy cold...=)
i hav a new set of curtain lately, light brown in color, a soothing color to me.^^
the 7 pups r sooooo cute^^ they hav not yet open their tiny eyes, they like to kick their tiny limps in the air. their bodies r so little tiny(only 2cm!!), they've got tiny mouths dat always open and close like a goldfish... so cute x) truely very cute~~
longing for accompanion~
when will dis person appear...
i hope it is not too far~
wow, wat a whirl~
really tired these days......
windy day, so cold today(maybe i should say everyday is cold). but i sort of love dis kind of weather=) dunnoe for wat reason haha
ppl say dat gloomy weather will spoil their moods, but definitely, not mine.
i love overcasting skies, which one can really see the clouds moving fast in the sky, is so nice^^
upon seeing dis, my worries and unhappiness will all gone~
so i can spend one hour standing infront of my window, watching the clouds, and let the wind blow my face till my cheeks feel icy cold...=)
i hav a new set of curtain lately, light brown in color, a soothing color to me.^^
the 7 pups r sooooo cute^^ they hav not yet open their tiny eyes, they like to kick their tiny limps in the air. their bodies r so little tiny(only 2cm!!), they've got tiny mouths dat always open and close like a goldfish... so cute x) truely very cute~~
longing for accompanion~
when will dis person appear...
i hope it is not too far~
Monday, January 29, 2007
nahs
this is the first time i m on this..... feeling quite strange actually. >_<
thx a lot to SOMEONE for helping me to set up this blog, oops, i sound like giving a speech~
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these few days i feel like i m being trapped in my house......
so sienz zzz... nothing to do either.
haiz.. so start thinking abt wat's the point i m still here...wat's the point i m awake...wat's the point i m alive, feeling depressed~
ok, let's dun talk abt these things now
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the seasoning to my boring life is that--- my hamster is pregnant!!!^^ her aboment is sooooo huge~ i think she should be giving birth within 3 days^^ dat means i can see my "grandchildren" very soon~~ cant wait till dat day to come hehe..
i m now so 'gen chiong' abt my dear little hamster, i go to check on her every few minutes, giving her foods...water...vegie..etc etc.. phew, so tired.
i think i gonna do these till she giv birth... i m most willing to do this in order to get the first glimps of the babies~^^
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jus now chat wif cousin on msn, he jus spent a few hundreds bucks on wallet and shoes >_<>
and oso my cousin's jus gotten his car license, his father straight away buy him a new car!!! and he sort of showing off to me...(maybe he is jus too excited and really wanted me to noe..>_<)
haha...
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i cant fall asleep lately, no reason. over 2a.m le i still awake.
the record is 4:30am...... dunnoe when i will break dis record. sigh*
now smsing wif SOMEONE on the phone, dis is wat we r doing all the times...^^
glad dat i hav dis really DEAR friend~ forget to mention dat SOMEONE has the same prob as me---cant fall asleep... haha at least i got SOMEONE to accompany me^^~
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ok dat's all for today, though i cant sleep i mus off com soon. if not auntie will nag at me de>_<
i hate naggings, dis will spoil my day.
gd nite...and sleep tight...and sweet dreams...and no more.
bye bye ^^~
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